Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
A nausea of it all made her feel in those tense moments, gazing at the
serenely flowing river, that had she a child she would be borne away on
the smooth silver water with her little one, out of the fret and
turmoil, to some quiet nest in the cliffs at its mouth; and there for
the years that were left her she would fill her days with the peaceful,
homely joys that had never yet been hers.
But how could she go alone? Only in the uneventful days to find her
loneness intensified a thousand times, and without escape.
No; the river would flow on to that serene haven; but never for ever
would she and a little one of her own be borne on its motherly bosom to
the country of little things and peacefulness.
And the thought only stung her afresh; driving the sting in deep and
sharp while this man remained under her roof.
“Well,” he said at last; and in the interval his voice seemed to have
regained some of its polished, self-possessed satisfaction. “I see you
are deep in thought. You were always tender-hearted, and I felt I
should not appeal to your womans heart in vain.”
Her face was turned away, so that he could not see her expression, nor
read what was in her eyes, and purposely she let him go on.
“You will, I know, let me go back with the message Mrs. Hermon is
waiting for so anxiously. It will be quite simple. No doubt you have
countless admirers, and if you summon another, and let Alymer think he
is replaced, after the first hot-headed wrath he will quickly become
normal again, and apply all his faculties to his profession. I know you
are too clever not to appreciate just everything involved, and too
generous not to give the young man his best chance.”
Then he cleared his throat, stroked his moustache, and waited,
wondering a little why she did not speak. He squared his shoulders
again, and glanced round to catch a reflection of himself in the
overmantel, then once more stroked his moustache with a sleek air of
growing satisfaction.
It had certainly been a most ticklish undertaking, and but for his
diplomacy, he believed one foredoomed to failure. But of course
Lorraine was a woman of the world, with a larger mixture of the other
kind of womanliness, perhaps, than was usual, and he in his
perspicacity had deftly appealed to both.
Then Lorraine turned round, and at the first glimpse of her face his
own fell, and suddenly he seemed to be shrinking visibly; as if he
would not ungladly have vanished through the floor.
She took a step or two forward, and stood in front of him with her head
held high, and those same scorching fires in her eyes; and there was
something almost over-awing in the taut intensity of her whole
attitude, mental and physical.
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