Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“No,” she said, in a cold, firm voice. “You may not go back and tell
Alymer’s mother that I agree to cease my friendship with him for you
and for her. You may go back and tell her that because when I was young
you had no thought of my future, and no consideration for my youth, I
refuse absolutely to parley in the matter at all. I shall not change my
course of action by one iota. I shall not take any single thought for
the future. The future may take care of itself. If you can estrange
Alymer from me, that is your affair. Rather than estrange him myself, I
will bind him closer. That is my answer to you, and to the _lady_,”
with fine scorn, “who sat down yesterday and penned that unheard-of
letter to a fellow-woman she knew nothing whatever against. Yet I think
I could have charged that to her evident ignorance concerning
theatrical matters, and forgiven her, if a monstrous irony had not sent
you to plead her cause—”
“My dear Lorraine,” he interposed, but she stopped him with an
imperious gesture and continued:
“There is nothing for you to say, nothing that I am in the least likely
to listen to. You have evidently misunderstood my character from first
to last. Probably you even credited me with wantonness in those far-off
days when I was fool enough to believe all you swore to me of love and
devotion. However that may be, you tried to set my feet in the wrong
path, and when it suited you, gave me a push that further evil might
conveniently widen the breach between us. Probably you have done much
the same again since, and with as little compunction. What I have to
say to you now is just this, once again. Your mission today is not
merely useless; it has considerably aggravated any danger there may
have been. Because of every girl a middle-aged man has treated as you
sought to treat me I shall hold Alymer to his friendship if I can, and
use any influence I may have to increase rather than decrease his
visits.
“It may be fiendish of me. I don’t know. I am no angel; not even the
obliging soft-hearted fool you and Alymer’s mother seem to have
concluded I might be. And what is more, if I had a vein of kindliness
and unselfish consideration, you have done your utmost to stamp it out.
“Most of us are half good, and half bad. Today, you have given the
devil in me an impetus such as it has seldom had before. That is your
affair. Go back and explain the real truth if you dare. Tell Mrs.
Hermon you found the low adventuress a devil, and one that you yourself
had tried to help to make. Tell her”—again with that low, unpleasant
laugh—“that you fear the worst for Alymer.
“That is all. Now you can go.”
Once more he futilely tried to speak, but she only waved him aside, and
walked with a haughty, scornful step ahead of him.
“Jean,” she called to her maid, as she passed through the little hall,
“Will you open the door for this gentleman?”
In her own room, she slid down into a large cushioned chair and sobbed
her heart out.
CHAPTER XXX
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