Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
In her present mood she might have recognised also the stateliness and
the beauty of a thought transcribed into verse.
Or possibly she would have obstinately asserted there was no occasion
to introduce the word Love at all—and it was no one’s Heart’s Desire
she wanted, but just a common-sense, reasonable amount of pleasure for
all, and a spring-cleaning of all the gloomy, wooden faces.
In the sitting-room at Bloomsbury she threw her hat down on the sofa,
and ran her fingers through her hair with an almost petulant air.
“I just feel tonight as if it was a rotten old world after all,” she
said.
Dudley, sitting poring over some plans with a reading-lamp, looked up
in mild surprise.
“And what has made you feel all that?—not Basil, I’m sure.”
“Well, there’s no occasion to be so very sure. I think it’s decidedly
rotten where Basil is concerned.”
She came and half-sat on one of the arms of his chair, and rested her
hand on his coat-collar.
“I wonder what G would think of a sane man spending his evening ruling
pointless-looking lines on a big sheet of paper?”
“And who may ‘G’ be?”
“I hardly know—except that she’s the quaintest person I’ve ever struck
yet—and I’ve seen some funny ones.”
“Oh, I know who you mean. Yes; she is an oddity. Well, how was every
one. How was Doris?”
“I hardly know. She was not there when I arrived, and she did not come
in until a few minutes before Ethel.”
“I wonder where she was?” thoughtfully. “I asked her to come for tea
and a walk in the Park today, and she said she could not leave Basil.”
Hal looked keenly into his face, and immediately he smiled and said:
“I suppose the tenant opposite was free unexpectedly, and Doris was
able to get out after all. Poor little girl. I’m glad. But I wonder she
didn’t telephone me.”
Hal turned away, feeling a little sick at heart.
Were they all then in the maelstrom of this gloomy sense of an
engulfing cloud? What could be the meaning of Doris’s behaviour? Did
Dudley suspect anything? Certainly he had been a good deal preoccupied
of late, and spoken very little of the future.
She looked out of her window across the blue of London lights, and her
thoughts roved a little pitifully across the wide reaches of her own
small world. From Sir Edwin, with his high post in the nation’s
councils, and Lorraine with her brilliant atmosphere of success and
triumph, to the dingy block of flats in Holloway, where, in spite of
almost tragic circumstances, to quote Basil, they had “lots of fun”
among themselves.
She believed he meant it, too. It was no empty phrase. Rather something
in touch with Life’s great scheme of compensations, which she
manipulates in her own great way, beyond the comprehension of puny
humans.
Certainly neither Sir Edwin nor Lorraine could boast of “lots of fun.”
Rather, instead, much care and worry and brain-weary grappling with
problems of modern succesful conditions.
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