Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Hal knew that Lorraine, after a nervous breakdown, had gone somewhere
into the country for a week or so, and that Alymer Hermon had run down
later to see how she was getting on, and if he could do anything for
her, but of the almost tragic circumstances that led up to his action
she knew nothing, and imagined the merest generous attention.
She saw also the preoccupied, aged look growing on Dudley’s face, and
knew that the shadow was over him too.
Ethel saw the change creeping over Basil as no one else saw it, and
knew that not even the far future could shed a single gleam for her
upon the darkness coming.
Yet—for life is oversad to dwell upon rayless darkness even in
books—bright, enduring, beautiful sunshine was wrapped up in those
black clouds to flood the little world with joy at the appointed hour.
It was Lorraine’s life that events moved first. After Hal left her, she
spent a wretched, restless, brain-racking afternoon, and was only just
able to struggle through her part at night.
And afterwards she became suddenly sickened with the need to struggle.
She was not extravagant by nature, and had saved enough money from her
enormous salaries to live very comfortably if she chose.
A nausea of the theatrical world and its incessant demands began to
obsess her. She felt that from the first day she stood in a manager’s
office, seeking the chance to start, it had given her everything except
happiness.
Money, success, position, jewels, fine clothes, admirers, friends,
adventures, gaieties—all these had come, if by slow degrees, but not
one single gift had contained the kernel of happiness.
Perhaps it was her own fault. Perhaps the trouble lay in the wrong
start she had made and never been able to retrieve. But at least there
was time to try another plan yet.
Finally, feeling the nerve strain of recent events was seriously
affecting her health, she decided to arrange a week’s holiday to think
the matter out.
But then what of Alymer?
Nothing had changed her mood since his uncle paid his ill-chosen visit.
She did not actually intend to try to influence Alymer against his
people, but she did intend that he should not change to her, nor pass
out of her life, if she could help it.
Because she, and she alone, had started him off on his promising
career, she meant to be there to watch it for some time to come. Her
influence might not any longer be actually needed. The devine fire to
achieve had already lit into a steady flame in his soul, and her
presence would make very little difference in future. He had tasted the
sweets of success, and ambition would not let him reject all that the
future might hold.
But she must be there to see. In her lonely life he meant everything
now. There was no need for him to think of marriage for years yet; and
in the meantime she felt her claim upon him was as strong as any
mother’s fears.
So she waited for his next visit, wondering much what would transpire
if he had heard of his uncle’s call.
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