Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
As it happened, he had. In the interview he had sought with his aunt,
to request her not to interfere in his affairs, the indignant lady
hurled at him the story of the visit; or such garbled account of it as
she had received from the participator himself.
That was quite enough for Alymer—that and Hal’s account of Lorraine in
tears. He felt that his benefactress, his great friend, had been
abominably insulted, and he hastened in all the warmth of his ardour to
her side.
Lorraine was waiting for him in her low, favourite chair, and when he
first saw her he could not suppress an exclamation to see how frail she
seemed suddenly to have grown.
Her skin of ivory whiteness, enhanced by the tinge of colour in her
cheeks, and there were shadows round her eyes placed there by no
cosmetic art.
All that was most chivalrous, most protective, most affectionate in his
nature rose uppermost, and shone in his face as he said:
“Lorraine, it is too feeble just to say I am sorry. I heve been cursing
the blunder with all my heart ever since I knew.”
“That was dear of you,” she said; “but of course I knew that you
would.”
“I hoped so. I told myself over and over, you must know it had all
happened without my knowledge.”
Lorraine had no mind to make light of the matter. She felt she would
hold him better by simply leaving it alone, and letting his own
feelings work on her side.
She knew of course that his uncle had probably tried to injure her
case; but then, Alymer was a man of the world, and she trusted him,
knowing what he must about his uncle, to judge her kindly.
But all this seemed to fade into nothingness when she saw the distress
and the affection in his eyes—the anger that any one had dared to hurt
her, and the eager wish to make amends. It made all her smouldering
love leap up into flame, and the strength of the suddenly roused
passion almost frightened her. She felt there was desperation in it,
the desperation of the drowning man who catches at a straw, of the
condemned man who seizes a last joy.
Quite unexpectedly a reckless, surging desire began to take possession
of her soul. She had lost so much already; been hit so many times;
missed so many things.
A picture came back to her, with a new allurement. The picture of
herself with a little one of her own, floating down the peacefully
flowing river to some quiet haven, far removed from the glare of the
footlights. Should she make a bold bid to win that much from the years
that were left?
She sat quiet, looking into the heart of the fire while the thoughts
coursed through her brain, and her long lashes hid from the man above
her the glowing dreamlights in her eyes.
Then he too pulled up a low chair and sat down, so that his head was
more nearly on a level with hers, and still his eyes looked at her with
that regretful, protecting expression.
“You must go away, Lorry,” he said, using Hal’s pet name; “you are
beginning to look thoroughly ill.”
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