Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“You know that whatever circumstances compel me to do, all my heart is
yours, Hal, and you care a little bit about me. You know you do. Don’t
condemn me to outer darkness. Come to me like the sensible little woman
you are. No one will ever know, and I can make your life gayer and
happier just as long as ever you like.”
She looked at him with a startled, perplexed expression.
“What do you mean?” she asked slowly.
“Now, don’t get angry.”
He laid his hand on her arm, with a caressing touch.
“You’ve knocked about the world too much not to know what I mean. You
know perfectly well half the girls you know would let themselves be
persuaded. But that isn’t what I want. I’ve too much respect for your
strength of character. Come to me because you can be strong enough to
rise above conventions and because you dare to be a law unto yourself.
It is the courage I expect of you. Hal, my darling, who is ever to be
any the wiser if you and I are lovers? Think what I can do for you to
make life gay and interesting and fresh. Don’t decide in a hurry. If no
one ever knows, no one need be hurt.”
She moved away from him, and went and stood by the window, looking down
at the passing lights in St. James’s Street; looking at the lights in
the windows opposite, looking at the faint light of the stars overhead.
It was characteristic of her that she did not grow angry and indignant;
nor, in a theatrical spirit, immediately attempt to impress him with
the fact that she was a good, virtuous woman, and that his suggestion
filled her with horror. Her knowledge of life was too wide, her
understanding too deep.
She knew that to such a man as he a proposal of this kind did not
present any shocking aspect whatever. When he said, “Be a sensible
little woman,” he meant it to the letter. He actually believed she
would show common sense in yielding to him, and taking what joy out of
life she could.
But, unfortunately for the world in general, it is not only the
horror-struck, conventional, shocked women who resolutely turn their
eyes from the primrose path. There are plenty of large-hearted,
broad-minded women, who, seeing the world as it is, instead of how the
idealists would have it, are content to go on their own strong way,
fighting their own battle for themselves without saying anything, and
without judging the actions of others, content in striving to live up
to their own best selves.
Hal was one of these. If another girl in her place had yielded to the
alluring prospect of possessing such an interesting lover as Sir Edwin,
to brighten the commonplace, daily round, she would not have blamed
her, she would have tried not to judge her.
But she would have been sorry for her in many ways, knowing how apt the
primrose path is to turn suddenly to thorns and stones; and in an hour
of need she would have stood by her if she could.
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