Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
One had to see her apart, and note the quick, urgent step, the
independent, lofty poise of her head, and the steadfastness of the
tired eyes, and firm, strong mouth, to feel that life had given her a
heavy burden, which only a noble soul could have supported with
heroism.
As she left the portals of the General Post Office she hesitated a few
seconds as to her direction. “Should she go straight back to the little
flat in Holloway, or should she go west, and get the drawing-paper
Basil was wanting?”
Doris could easily get the drawing-paper the next day, if she chose;
and at the flat Dudley Pritchard would have arrived for the evening.
She surmised hastily that it was extremely probable Doris had made some
other engagement for herself that she would be unwilling to delay, and
that Dudley would in no wise regret her own tardy return.
The last thought caused her eyes to grow a little strained, as she
walked quickly westwards—strained with the determination to face the
fact unflinchingly, and try to overcome the deep, insistent ache it
caused.
But the love of a lifetime is not dismissed at will, and looking a
little pitifully backward, though she was but twenty-eight, Ethel felt
she could not remember the time when she did not love Dudley Pritchard,
though it had perhaps only crystallised into the great feature of her
life at the time when, in silent, heroic endeavour, he had given of all
he had to win his friend back to life and health.
It was Dudley’s careful savings that he had paid for the great
specialist and the big operation; Dudley’s courage and devotion that
had nerved the stricken man to take up the awful burden of perpetual
invalidism; Dudley’s never-failing encouragement and friendship that
helped him still to bear the dreary months of utter weariness, in the
little home kept together by his sister’s salary.
High up in the dreary-looking block of flats in Holloway, attended
through the day by the erratic ministrations of Doris, and at night by
the yearning tenderness of Ethel, Basil Hayward dragged out a weary
martyrdom, that prayed only for release. In vain Ethel murmured over
him, that to work for him was a glory compared to what it would be to
live without him; in the silent, tedious hours of her absence, his soul
broke itself in hopeless, passionate protest against the decree that
compelled him to accept his daily bread at the hands of the sister he
would gladly have striven for day and night.
It as a martyrdom across which one can but draw a curtain, and stand
“eyes frontt”. Look this way, look that, what answer is there, what
reason, what explanation, of the hidden martyrdoms of the work-a-day
world, which the blank wall of heaven seems to regard with utter
unconcern?
Mankind today is less disposed than ever of yore to calmly fold the
hands and say, “It is the will of God.” They can no longer do so
honestly without either blaming or criticising the Divine Will that not
merely permits, but is said to send, such martyrdoms.
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