Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
It was her armour in an envious, merciless world, that would have
rejoiced before her eyes if it could have driven in a barbed arrow even
through her mother.
More than once a jealous enemy had tried and failed, routed utterly by
Lorraine’s cynical, cool treatment of a fact that she knew no
persuasion nor arguing could have helped her to refute. She did not
even weep about it now in secret.
It was as though she had shed all the tears she had to shed during that
year of utter revulsion spent in the Italian Riviera, companied by the
passionless solitudes of snowtopped mountains. Something of a great
patience and a great gentleness had come to her then, helping her to
hide the loathing she could not crush, and place the fact of motherhood
first of all.
As her mother, she had taken Mrs. Vivian back into her heart, and given
her generously of what worldly possessions she had. And she had done it
with a wondrous quiet and absence of all ostentation either outwardly
or inwardly. It had never occured to Lorraine that, whether it was a
duty or not, after what had passed it was certainly a fine act upon her
part.
She had not questioned about it at all. To her mother’s apologetic gush
she had merely turned calm eyes and a strong face.
“It isn’t worth while to remember the past at all,” she had said; “we
will just begin again on rather different lines. I’ll always let you
have as much money as I can spare.”
Mrs. Vivian had been a little taken aback by the new Lorraine who
returned from Italy; and not a little afraid before the calm,
inscrutable eyes; so that she had secretly rejoiced at the arrangement
which gave her a separate establishment of her own; but none the less,
in bursts of righteous indignation supposed to emanate from her
outraged feelings as a mother, she usually chose to make it her pet
grievance.
And still Lorraine only smiled the tired smile, and glanced carelessly
aside with the inscrutable eyes until the tirade was over, the coveted
cheque made out, and her own little sanctum once again in peaceful
possession.
Only just occasionally, if the interview had been specially trying, she
might have been seen afterwards to glance whimsically across to the
picture, recently enlarged from an old photograph, of a fine-looking
man in full hunting-rig standing beside a favourite hunter.
“Poor old dad,” she murmured once; “I don’t wonder you couldn’t keep up
the old place. I don’t know how you got along at all without my
salary.”
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