Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“The crowd wanted to give me the money,” he said, slightly perplexed.
“Why shouldn’t I have taken it? I did not save the little girl for the
money, but because she was a little girl; and the money paid for my
ruined clothes and the expenses of the trip.”
With his hand on the doorknob he looked steadily at the woman before
him.
“And I wanted the money,” he announced, a ring of defiance in his voice.
“I have always wanted money, any money I could get.”
Sam went back to his own office and sat down at his desk. He had been
surprised by the cordiality and friendliness Sue Rainey had shown toward
him. On an impulse, he wrote a letter, defending his position in the
matter of the money taken on the excursion steamer and setting forth
something of the attitude of his mind toward money and business affairs.
“I cannot see myself believing in the rot most business men talk,” he
wrote at the end of the letter. “They are full of sentiment and ideals
which are not true. Having a thing to sell they always say it is the
best, although it may be third rate. I do not object to that. What I do
object to is the way they have of nursing a hope within themselves that
the third rate thing is first rate until the hope becomes a belief. In
the talk I had with that actress Luella London I told her that I myself
flew the black flag. Well, I do. I would lie about goods to sell them,
but I would not lie to myself. I will not stultify my own mind. If a man
crosses swords with me in a business deal and I come out of the affair
with the money, it is no sign that I am the greater rascal, rather it is
a sign that I am the keener man.”
With the note lying before him on the desk Sam wondered why he had
written it. It seemed to him an accurate and straightforward statement
of the business creed he had adopted for himself, but a rather absurd
note to write to a woman. And then, not allowing himself time to
reconsider his action, he addressed an envelope and going out into the
general offices dropped it into the mail chute.
“It will let her know where I stand anyway,” he thought, with a return
of the defiant mood in which he had told her the motive of his action on
the boat.
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