Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Into his mind came the contents of the letter he had written her, and he
wondered if after all he had been a fool, and whether the thoughts of a
marriage with her were but vagaries. “Perhaps it would not be attractive
to either her or myself when we came up to it,” he decided.
“I stepped in,” she began again. “I have been thinking. Some things
you said--in the letter and when you talked of your friend Janet who
died--some things of men and women and work. You may not remember them.
I--I got interested. I--are you a socialist?”
“I believe not,” Sam answered, wondering what had given her that
thought. “Are you?”
She laughed and shook her head.
“Just what are you?” she went on. “What do you believe? I am curious to
know. I thought your note--you will pardon me--I thought it a kind of
pretence.”
Sam winced. A shadow of doubt of the sincerity of his business
philosophy crossed his mind accompanied by the swaggering figure of
Windy McPherson. He came around the desk and leaning against it looked
at her. His secretary had gone out of the room and they were alone
together. Sam laughed.
“There was a man in the town where I was raised used to say that I was a
little mole working underground, intent upon worms,” he said, and then,
waving his arms toward the papers on the desk, added, “I am a business
man. Isn’t that enough? If you could go with me through some of these
cost sheets you would agree they are needed.”
He turned and faced her again.
“What should I be doing with beliefs?” he asked.
“Well, I think you have them--some kind of beliefs,” she insisted, “you
must have them. You get things done. You should hear the men talk
of you. Sometimes at the house they are quite foolish about what a
wonderful fellow you are and what you are doing here. They say that you
drive on and on. What drives you? I want to know.”
For the moment Sam half suspected that she was secretly laughing at
him. Finding her quite serious he started to reply and then stopped,
regarding her.
The silence between them went on and on. A clock on the wall ticked
loudly.
Sam stepped nearer to her and stood looking down into the face she
slowly turned up to his.
“I want to have a talk with you,” he said, and his voice broke. He had
the illusion of a hand gripping at his throat.
In a flash he had definitely decided that he would try to marry her.
Her interest in the motives of his life had clinched the sort of half
decision he had made. In an illuminating moment during the prolonged
silence between them he had seen her in a new light. The feeling of
vague intimacy brought to him by his thoughts of her became a fixed
belief that she belonged to him--was a part of him--and he was charmed
with her manner, and her person, standing there, as with a gift given
him.
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