Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
For all that he thought of her so constantly and built so confidently
his dream of a life to be spent with her, months passed before he saw
her again. Through Colonel Tom he learned that she had gone for a visit
to the East and he went earnestly about his work, keeping his mind on
his business during the day and only in the evening allowing himself to
become absorbed in thoughts of her. He had a feeling that although he
had said nothing she knew of his desire for her and that she wanted time
to think it over. Several times in the evening in his room he wrote her
long letters filled with minute, boyish explanations of his thoughts and
motives, letters which after writing he immediately destroyed. A woman
of the west side, with whom he had once had an affair, met him one day
on the street, and put her hand familiarly on his arm and for the moment
reawakened in him an old desire. After leaving her he did not go back to
the office, but taking a south-bound car, spent the afternoon walking
in Jackson Park, watching the children at play on the grass, sitting
on benches under the trees, getting out of his body and his mind the
insistent call of the flesh that had come back to him.
Then in the evening, he came suddenly upon Sue riding a spirited black
horse in a bridle path at the upper end of the park. It was just at the
grey beginning of night. Stopping the horse, she sat looking at him and
going to her he put a hand on the bridle.
“We might have that talk,” he said.
She smiled down at him and the colour began to rise in her brown cheeks.
“I have been thinking of it,” she said, the familiar serious look coming
into her eyes. “After all what have we to say to each other?”
Sam watched her steadily.
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