Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Sam went to the ‘phone and called his New York man, thinking to instruct
him in regard to the conference in Boston and to give up his own plans
for the trip. When he had got his man on the wire, Sue, who had
been standing outside the door, rushed in and put her hand over the
mouthpiece of the ‘phone.
“Sam! Sam!” she cried. “Do not give up the trip! Scold me! Beat me! Do
anything, but do not let me go on making a fool of myself and destroying
your peace of mind! I shall be miserable if you stay at home because of
what I have said!”
Over the ‘phone came the insistent voice of Central and putting her hand
aside Sam talked to his man, letting the engagement stand and making
some detail of the conference answer as his need of calling.
Again Sue was repentant and again after her tears they sat before the
fire until his train time, talking like lovers.
To Buffalo in the morning came a wire from her.
“Come back. Let business go. Cannot stand it,” she had wired.
While he sat reading the wire the porter brought another.
“Please, Sam, pay no attention to any wire from me. I am all right and
only half a fool.”
Sam was irritated. “It is deliberate pettiness and weakness,” he
thought, when an hour later the porter brought another wire demanding
his immediate return. “The situation calls for drastic action and
perhaps one good stinging reproof will stop it for all time.”
Going into the buffet car he wrote a long letter calling her attention
to the fact that a certain amount of freedom of action was due him, and
saying that he intended to act upon his own judgment in the future and
not upon her impulses.
Having begun to write Sam went on and on. He was not interrupted, no
shadow crossed the face of his beloved to tell him he was hurting and
he said all that was in his mind to say. Little sharp reproofs that had
come into his mind but that had been left unsaid now got themselves said
and when he had dumped his overloaded mind into the letter he sealed and
mailed it at a passing station.
Within an hour after the letter had left his hands Sam regretted it. He
thought of the little woman bearing the burden for them both, and things
Grover had told him of the unhappiness of women in her condition came
back to haunt his mind so that he wrote and sent off to her a wire
asking her not to read the letter he had mailed and assuring her that he
would hurry through the Boston conference and get back to her at once.
When Sam returned he knew that in an evil moment Sue had opened and
read the letter sent from the train and was surprised and hurt by the
knowledge. The act seemed like a betrayal. He said nothing, going about
his work with a troubled mind and watching with growing anxiety her
alternate fits of white anger and fearful remorse. He thought her
growing worse daily and became alarmed for her health.
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