Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She planned to take her husband, a machinist working in a bicycle
factory in Buffalo, and her two grown daughters, clerks in a drygoods
store, with her and return to the new country, and having a sense of her
hearer’s interest in her story, she talked of the bigness of the
west and the loneliness of the vast, silent plains, saying that they
sometimes made her heart ache. Sam thought she had in some way achieved
success, although he did not see how her experience could serve as a
guide to him.
“You have got somewhere. You have got hold of a truth,” he said, taking
her hand when he got off the train at Cleveland, at dawn.
At another time, in the late spring, when he was tramping through
southern Ohio, a man drove up beside him, and pulling in his horse,
asked, “Where are you going?” adding genially, “I may be able to give
you a lift.”
Sam looked at him and smiled. Something in the man’s manner or in his
dress suggesting the man of God, he assumed a bantering air.
“I am on my way to the New Jerusalem,” he said seriously. “I am one who
seeks God.”
The young minister picked up his reins with a look of alarm, but when
he saw a smile playing about the corners of Sam’s mouth, he turned the
wheels of his buggy.
“Get in and come along with me and we will talk of the New Jerusalem,”
he said.
On the impulse Sam got into the buggy, and driving along the dusty road,
told the essential parts of his story and of his quest for an end toward
which he might work.
“It would be simple enough if I were without money and driven by hard
necessity, but I am not. I want work, not because it is work and will
bring me bread and butter, but because I need to be doing something that
will satisfy me when I am done. I do not want so much to serve men as to
serve myself. I want to get at happiness and usefulness as for years I
got at money making. There is a right way of life for such a man as me,
and I want to find that way.”
The young minister, who was a graduate of a Lutheran seminary at
Springfield, Ohio, and had come out of college with a very serious
outlook on life, took Sam to his house and together they sat talking
half the night. He had a wife, a country girl with a babe lying at
her breast, who got supper for them, and who, after supper, sat in the
shadows in a corner of the living-room listening to their talk.
The two men sat together. Sam smoked his pipe and the minister poked at
a coal fire that burned in a stove. They talked of God and of what the
thought of God meant to men; but the young minister did not try to give
Sam an answer to his problem; on the contrary, Sam found him strikingly
dissatisfied and unhappy in his way of life.
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