Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
He began reviewing incidents of carouses he had been on with business
men of his acquaintance, of a policeman knocked into a street and of
himself, quiet and ably climbing upon tables to make speeches and
to shout the innermost secrets of his heart to drunken hangers-on in
Chicago barrooms. Normally he had not been a good mixer. He had been one
to keep himself to himself. But on these carouses he let himself go,
and got a reputation for daring audacity by slapping men on the back and
singing songs with them. A glowing cordiality had pervaded him and for
a time he had really believed there was such a thing as high flying vice
that glistens in the sun.
Now stumbling past lighted saloons, wandering unknown in a city’s
streets, he knew better. All vice was unclean, unhealthy.
He remembered a hotel in which he had once slept, a hotel that admitted
questionable couples. Its halls had become dingy; its windows remained
unopened; dirt gathered in the corners; the attendants shuffled as they
walked, and leered into the faces of creeping couples; the curtains at
the windows were torn and discoloured; strange snarling oaths, screams,
and cries jarred the tense nerves; peace and cleanliness had fled the
place; men hurried through the halls with hats drawn down over their
faces; sunlight and fresh air and cheerful, whistling bellboys were
locked out.
He thought of the weary, restless walks taken by the young men from
farms and country towns in the streets of the cities; young men
believers in the golden vice. Hands beckoned to them from doorways, and
women of the town laughed at their awkwardness. In Chicago he had walked
in that way. He also had been seeking, seeking the romantic, impossible
mistress that lurked at the bottom of men’s tales of the submerged
world. He wanted his golden girl. He was like the naïve German lad in
the South Water Street warehouses who had once said to him--he was a
frugal soul--“I would like to find a nice-looking girl who is quiet and
modest and who will be my mistress and not charge anything.”
Sam had not found his golden girl, and now he knew she did not exist. He
had not seen the places called by the preachers the palaces of sin, and
now he knew there were no such places. He wondered why youth could not
be made to understand that sin is foul and that immorality reeks
of vulgarity. Why could not they be told plainly that there are no
housecleaning days in the tenderloin?
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