Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
During his married life men had come to the house who discussed this
matter. One of them, he remembered, had maintained stoutly that the
scarlet sisterhood was a necessity of modern life and that ordinary
decent social life could not go on without it. Often during the past
year Sam had thought of the man’s talk and his brain had reeled before
the thought. In towns and on country roads he had seen troops of little
girls come laughing and shouting out of school houses, and had wondered
which of them would be chosen for that service to mankind; and now, in
his hour of depression, he wished that the man who had talked at his
dinner table might be made to walk with him and to share with him his
thoughts.
Turning again into a lighted busy thoroughfare of the city, Sam
continued his study of the faces in the crowds. To do this quieted and
soothed his mind. He began to feel a weariness in his legs and thought
with gratitude that he should have a night of good sleep. The sea of
faces rolling up to him under the lights filled him with peace. “There
is so much of life,” he thought, “it must come to some end.”
Looking intently at the faces, the dull faces and the bright faces, the
faces drawn out of shape and with eyes nearly meeting above the nose,
the faces with long, heavy sensual jaws, and the empty, soft faces on
which the scalding finger of thought had left no mark, his fingers
ached to get a pencil in his hand, or to spread the faces upon canvas
in enduring pigments, to hold them up before the world and to be able
to say, “Here are the faces you, by your lives, have made for yourselves
and for your children.”
In the lobby of a tall office building, where he stopped at a little
cigar counter to get fresh tobacco for his pipe, he looked so fixedly
at a woman clad in long soft furs, that in alarm she hurried out to her
machine to wait for her escort, who had evidently gone up the elevator.
Once more in the street, Sam shuddered at the thought of the hands that
had laboured that the soft cheeks and the untroubled eyes of this one
woman might be. Into his mind came the face and figure of a little
Canadian nurse who had once cared for him through an illness--her quick,
deft fingers and her muscular little arms. “Another such as she,” he
muttered, “has been at work upon the face and body of this gentlewoman;
a hunter has gone into the white silence of the north to bring out the
warm furs that adorn her; for her there has been a tragedy--a shot, and
red blood upon the snow, and a struggling beast waving its little claws
in the air; for her a woman has worked through the morning, bathing her
white limbs, her cheeks, her hair.”
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