Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The minister began calling on the standing people to testify of their
salvation. From various parts of the church the people spoke out, some
loudly and boldly and with a ring of confidence in their voices, some
tremblingly and hesitatingly. One woman wept loudly shouting between the
paroxysms of sobbing that seized her, “The weight of my sins is heavy on
my soul.” Girls and young men when called on by the minister responded
with shamed, hesitating voices asking that a verse of some hymn be sung,
or quoting a line of scripture.
At the back of the church the evangelist with one of the deacons and two
or three women had gathered about a small, black-haired woman, the wife
of a baker to whom Sam delivered papers. They were urging her to rise
and get within the fold, and Sam turned and watched her curiously, his
sympathy going out to her. With all his heart he hoped that she would
continue doggedly shaking her head.
Suddenly the irrepressible Jim Williams broke forth again. A quiver
ran over Sam’s body and the blood rose to his cheeks. “Here is another
sinner saved,” shouted Jim, pointing to the standing boy. “Count this
boy, Sam McPherson, in the fold among the lambs.”
On the platform the brown-bearded minister stood upon a chair and looked
over the heads of the people. An ingratiating smile played about his
lips. “Let us hear from the young man, Sam McPherson,” he said, raising
his hand for silence, and, then, encouragingly, “Sam, what have you to
say for the Lord?”
Become the centre for the attention of the people in the church Sam
was terror-stricken. The rage against Jim Williams was forgotten in the
spasm of fear that seized him. He looked over his shoulder to the door
at the back of the church and thought longingly of the quiet street
outside. He hesitated, stammered, grew more red and uncertain,
and finally burst out: “The Lord,” he said, and then looked about
hopelessly, “the Lord maketh me to lie out in green pastures.”
In the seats behind him a titter arose. A young woman sitting among the
singers in the choir put her handkerchief to her face and throwing back
her head rocked back and forth. A man near the door guffawed loudly and
went hurriedly out. All over the church people began laughing.
Sam turned his eyes upon his mother. She was staring straight ahead of
her, and her face was red. “I’m going out of this place and I’m never
coming back again,” he whispered, and, stepping into the aisle, walked
boldly toward the door. He had made up his mind that if the evangelist
tried to stop him he would fight. At his back he felt the rows of people
looking at him and smiling. The laughter continued.
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