Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“They are good people,” he said, “but their ways are not my ways or your
ways. You will go out of the town. You have genius. You will be a man of
finance. I have watched you. You are not niggardly and you do not cheat
and lie--result--you will not be a little business man. What have you?
You have the gift of seeing dollars where the rest of the boys of the
town see nothing and you are tireless after those dollars--you will be
a big man of dollars, it is plain.” Into his voice came a touch of
bitterness. “I also was marked out. Why do I carry a cane? why do I not
buy a farm and raise steers? I am the most worthless thing alive. I have
the touch of genius without the energy to make it count.”
Sam’s mind that had been inflamed by the kiss of the girl cooled in the
presence of Telfer. In the summer madness of the talking man there was
something soothing to the fever in his blood. He followed the words
eagerly, seeing pictures, getting thrills, filled with happiness.
At the edge of town a buggy passed the walking pair. In the buggy sat
a young farmer, his arm about the waist of a girl, her head upon his
shoulder. Far in the distance sounded the faint call of the dogs. Sam
and Telfer sat down on a grassy bank under a tree while Telfer rolled
and lighted a cigarette.
“As I promised, I will talk to you of love,” he said, making a wide
sweep with his arm each time as he put his cigarette into his mouth.
The grassy bank on which they lay had the rich, burned smell of the hot
days. A wind rustled the standing corn that formed a kind of wall behind
them. The moon was in the sky and shone down across bank after bank of
serried clouds. The grandiloquence went out of the voice of Telfer and
his face became serious.
“My foolishness is more than half earnest,” he said. “I think that a
man or boy who has set for himself a task had better let women and girls
alone. If he be a man of genius, he has a purpose independent of all
the world, and should cut and slash and pound his way toward his mark,
forgetting every one, particularly the woman that would come to grips
with him. She also has a mark toward which she goes. She is at war with
him and has a purpose that is not his purpose. She believes that the
pursuit of women is an end for a life. For all they now condemn Mike
McCarthy who went to the asylum because of them and who, while loving
life, came near to taking life, the women of Caxton do not condemn his
madness for themselves; they do not blame him for loitering away his
good years or for making an abortive mess of his good brain. While he
made an art of the pursuit of women they applauded secretly. Did
not twelve of them accept the challenge thrown out by his eyes as he
loitered in the streets?”
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