Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
In spite of the shock of unexpected sadness that had come with what he
felt was almost a definite parting with Freedom, and the sadness brought
on by his mother’s approaching death, Sam felt a strong thrill of
confidence in his own future that made his homeward walk almost
cheerful. The thrill got from reading the letter handed him by Freedom
was renewed by the sight of old Henry Kimball at the gate, looking at
the sky.
“I shall never be like that, sitting in a corner of the world watching
a mangy dog chase a ball and peering day after day at a thermometer,” he
thought.
The three years in Freedom Smith’s service had taught Sam not to doubt
his ability to cope with such business problems as might come in his
way. He knew that he had become what he wanted to be, a good business
man, one of the men who direct and control the affairs in which they
are concerned because of a quality in them called Business Sense. He
recalled with pleasure the fact that the men of Caxton had stopped
calling him a bright boy and now spoke of him as a good business man.
At the gate before his own house he stopped and stood thinking of these
things and of the dying woman within. Back into his mind came the old
man he had seen at the gate and with him the thought that his
mother’s life had been as barren as that of the man who depended for
companionship upon a dog and a thermometer.
“Indeed,” he said to himself, pursuing the thought, “it has been worse.
She has not had a fortune on which to live in peace nor has she had the
remembrance of youthful days of wild adventure that must comfort the
last days of the old man. Instead she has been watching me as the old
man watches his thermometer and Father has been the dog in her house
chasing playthings.” The figure pleased him. He stood at the gate, the
wind singing in the trees along the street and driving an occasional
drop of rain against his cheek, and thought of it and of his life with
his mother. During the last two or three years he had been trying to
make things up to her. After the sale of the newspaper business and the
beginning of his success with Freedom he had driven her from the washtub
and since the beginning of her ill health he had spent evening after
evening with her instead of going to Wildman’s to sit with the four
friends and hear the talk that went on among them. No more did he walk
with Telfer or Mary Underwood on country roads but sat, instead, by the
bedside of the sick woman or, the night falling fair, helped her to an
arm chair upon the grass plot at the front of the house.
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