Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The realisation of the fact that his father was a confirmed liar and
braggart had for years cast a shadow over his days and the shadow had
been made blacker by the fact that in a land where the least fortunate
can laugh in the face of want he had more than once stood face to face
with poverty. He believed that the logical answer to the situation was
money in the bank and with all the ardour of his boy’s heart he strove
to realise that answer. He wanted to be a money-maker and the totals at
the foot of the pages in the soiled yellow bankbook were the milestones
that marked the progress he had already made. They told him that the
daily struggles with Fatty, the long tramps through Caxton’s streets on
bleak winter evenings, and the never-ending Saturday nights when crowds
filled the stores, the sidewalks, and the drinking places, and he worked
among them tirelessly and persistently were not without fruit.
Suddenly, above the murmur of men’s voices on the street, his father’s
voice rose loud and insistent. A block further down the street, leaning
against the door of Hunter’s jewelry store, Windy talked at the top of
his lungs, pumping his arms up and down with the air of a man making a
stump speech.
“He is making a fool of himself,” thought Sam, and returned to his
bankbook, striving in the contemplation of the totals at the foot of the
pages to shake off the dull anger that had begun to burn in his brain.
Glancing up again, he saw that Joe Wildman, son of the grocer and a
boy of his own age, had joined the group of men laughing and jeering at
Windy. The shadow on Sam’s face grew heavier.
Sam had been at Joe Wildman’s house; he knew the air of plenty and of
comfort that hung over it; the table piled high with meat and potatoes;
the group of children laughing and eating to the edge of gluttony; the
quiet, gentle father who amid the clamour and the noise did not raise
his voice, and the well-dressed, bustling, rosy-cheeked mother. As a
contrast to this scene he began to call up in his mind a picture of
life in his own home, getting a kind of perverted pleasure out of his
dissatisfaction with it. He saw the boasting, incompetent father telling
his endless tales of the Civil War and complaining of his wounds; the
tall, stoop-shouldered, silent mother with the deep lines in her long
face, everlastingly at work over her washtub among the soiled clothes;
the silent, hurriedly-eaten meals snatched from the kitchen table; and
the long winter days when ice formed upon his mother’s skirts and
Windy idled about town while the little family subsisted upon bowls of
cornmeal mush everlastingly repeated.
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