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There was a stool in the room, and I drew it up and sat at his feet
with one arm upon his knee, as I used to sit for hours in the days of
old, before my father's death left me solitary; and when the squire
placed a caressing hand upon my shoulder I could have thought that, a
chapter had been re-opened in the sealed pages of my life.
"Who is this Dr. Grey," I inquired, "whose charming little wife met me
at the station, and told me you are not going to die for a long
time?--for which I love her."
He smiled. "Grey is an optimist, my dear, and a downright good fellow,
and he has picked up a prize in his wife. They are on their
wedding-tour, as anyone quite unversed in that lore can see at a
glance; and they ought to have left Zermatt a week ago or more but they
have cheerfully stayed on to minister to the physical and mental
necessities of an old man and a stranger. Not many would have done it,
for they are sacrificing one of the most attractive programmes that
Switzerland offers, for my sake."
"What a lot of good people there are in the world," I said. "I am
going to like Dr. Grey as much as I like his wife. He is a big,
strong, well-developed man, of course?"
"Why 'of course?'?" he asked.
"Husbands of tiny wives invariably are; the infinitely small seems to
have a remarkable affinity for the infinitely great."
"Well, he is certainly a strapping fellow, and he is devoted to the wee
woman he has made his wife. I believe, too, he will get on in his
profession."
"His wife says he is a very clever man indeed," I remarked.
"Does she? An unbiassed opinion of that kind is valuable. All the
same, he has done me good, not so much with physic--for I take the
Zermatt man's concoctions--as with his cheery outlook. I believe he
thinks I am a trickster."
"Do you know what I believe, sir?" I asked.
"No; tell me," he said.
"I believe you are going to get better, and I shall take you back to
Windyridge and the moors."
He sighed then, and laid a hand fondly upon mine. "Grace, my child, I
will say now what it may be more difficult to say later. You have
caught me in a good hour, and my weary spirits have been refreshed by
the sight of your face and the sound of your voice; but you must be
prepared for darker experiences. Sometimes I suffer; often I am
terribly weak and depressed. Gottlieb, I know, does not expect me to
recover, and my Inner Self (that is your expression, child, and I often
think of it) tells me he is right. You are too sensible to be unduly
distressed before the time comes, and I want to tell you what I have
planned, and to tell you quite calmly and without emotion. Death to me
is only a curtain between one room and the next, so that it does not
disturb me to explain to you what I wish to be done when it is raised
for me to pass through.
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