Villages -- England -- Fiction; Yorkshire (England) -- Fiction
"Midway in the village you will find some gardens opposite the Mont
Cervin Hotel. Pass through them and you will reach a little English
church, surrounded by a tiny graveyard. There lie the bones of men who
have been killed on the mountains, and of others who have found death
instead of life in these health-giving heights. There is one sunny
spot where I want my body to rest, and the chaplain knows it. You can
bear to hear me speak of these things, can you?"
Yes, I could bear it. He spoke so naturally and with such ease that I
hardly realised what it meant: it was unreal, far-off, fallacious.
"At first," he continued, "the idea was repugnant. I longed to be laid
side by side with my wife in the homeland, but that feeling passed. It
was nothing more than sentiment, though it was a sentiment that nearly
took me home, in spite of the doctors. But the more I have thought of
it the more childish it has seemed. I am conscious of her presence
here, always. Metaphysicians would explain that easily enough, no
doubt, but to me it is an experience, and what can one want more? Why,
then, should I run away to Windyridge and Fawkshill in order to find
her, or be carried there for that purpose after death? No, no. Heaven
is about me here, and our spirits will meet at once when the silver
thread is loosed which binds me to earth. Am I right, Grace?"
I was crying a little now, but I could not contradict him.
"Gottlieb shakes his head, but Grey says I may last for months.
Perhaps he is right, but I have no desire to live. Why should I? And
where could I end my days more pleasantly than amidst these
masterpieces of the great Architect?"
Mrs. Grey came for me when the dinner bell sounded, and we went down
together. It has been arranged that I am to lunch with the squire in
his own room, but to have dinner with the rest at a little table which
I share with the Greys.
The doctor is just a great bouncing boy, with merry eyes and thick
brown hair. He is on good terms with everybody--guests of high degree
and low, waiters, porters, chambermaids--all the cosmopolitan crowd.
He adores his little wife, and it is funny to see so big a man
worshipping at so small a shrine.
I expressed my gratitude to them both as we sat at dinner, and he
laughed--such a hearty, boisterous laugh.
"It's my wife. Dot wouldn't hear of leaving, and you cannot get a
separation order in these wilds. She has spent so much time with the
old gentleman that I have been madly jealous for hours at a stretch."
"Don't be untruthful, Ralph," said Mrs. Grey. "You know perfectly well
that you have spoiled our honeymoon with the simple and sordid motive
of gaining professional experience. Besides, you are nicest when you
are jealous."
"Am I, by Jove!" he laughed. "Then 'niceness' will become habitual
with me, for the way all the men look at you fans the flame of my
jealousy. But this is poor stuff for Miss Holden, and I want to talk
seriously to her."
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