Villages -- England -- Fiction; Yorkshire (England) -- Fiction
I was there at last! The moors of which I had dreamed so long were a
conscious reality. Before me, and on either hand, they stretched until
they touched the grey of the sky. The glory of the heather was gone,
though sufficient colour lingered in the faded little bells to give a
warm glow to the landscape, and to hint of former splendour. My heart
ached a wee bit to think that I had come so late, but why should I
grudge Nature's silent children their hour of rest? The morning will
come when they will again fling aside the garb of night and deck
themselves in purple. Besides, there was the gorse, regal amid the
sombre browns and olives and neutral tints of the vegetation; and there
were green little pools and treacherous-looking bogs, and the uneven,
stony pathway which made a thin, grey dividing line as far as the eye
could see. What more could the heart of man desire?
How sweet the breath of the air was as it covered my cheeks with its
caresses! I _tasted_ the fragrance of it, and it gave buoyancy to my
body, and the wings of a dove to my soul. I flew back down the years
to the dingy sitting-room which held my sacred memories, and saw dear
old dad painting his moorland pictures in the glowing embers on the
hearth; and I flew upwards to the realms which eye hath not seen, and
was glad to remember that the moors are not included amongst the things
that are not to be.
Then, characteristically, my mood changed. The sense of desolation got
hold of me. I looked for sound of throbbing life and found none: only
tokens of a great, an irresistible Power. It may seem strange, but in
the silence of that vast wilderness I felt, as I had never felt before,
that there must be a God, and that He must be all-powerful. I have not
tried to analyse the emotion, but I know my heart began to beat as
though I were in the presence of Majesty, and a great awe brooded over
my spirit.
Suddenly there was a fluttering of wings in the tangled undergrowth a
few yards away, and as my soul came back to earth I saw a hawk swoop
down and seize its prey, and then I choked. "If I take the wings of
the morning and fly to the uttermost parts of the earth," I said to
myself, "I cannot escape the tragedy of life and death--the mystery of
suffering."
Mother Hubbard put an arm around my waist and looked questioningly into
my eyes, her own being bright with tears. I put my hands upon her
cheeks and kissed her.
"Grace Holden is a goose," I said. "How many hours have I been
standing still or floating about in vacancy? I believe my dear old
Mother Hubbard thought her companion had flown away and left only her
chrysalis behind!"
We moved on, and my spirits came out with the sun and the blue sky.
After all, I fear I am an emotional creature, for I am my father's
daughter, but I think my mother must have been a very practical woman,
and bequeathed to me somewhat of the counterpoise, because on the whole
I am sure I have more common sense than dreaminess.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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