Villages -- England -- Fiction; Yorkshire (England) -- Fiction
But her mother placed the picture against the big Bible on the high
drawers and gazed steadily at it for a moment or two, after which she
came up to me where I was standing, and throwing her arms around my
neck drew my head on to her shoulder, for she is a tall woman, and
kissed me again and again. But only one or two big tears fell upon my
cheek, and she wiped them away hastily with her apron.
"I can't help it, miss," she said, "you'll not take offence, I'm sure.
But I can't do anything but love you for what you've done for me an'
Jane. You've brought more comfort to this house than I ever thought
the Lord 'ud send us, an' I hope He'll pay you back a hundredfold, for
I cannot."
I wonder why one should feel so warm and virtuous for having done one's
duty. I had put my heart into the work, as I always do--for who would
be a mere mechanic whom God meant for a craftsman?--but the farmer had
paid me the price I asked, and the whole transaction had been conducted
on strict business lines. What right had I to be pleased with the
super-payment of love? But I was.
Over the teacups Mrs. Brown opened her heart to me. Jane had gone away
to the dairy, and I think her mother spoke more freely in her absence,
or perhaps the feeling of strangeness had by that time been dispelled.
I saw it did her good to talk and I rarely interrupted her. She sat
with her cup on her knee, and her eyes fixed, for the most part, upon
the hearth.
"He seemed to suffer terrible towards the end," she said, "but he allus
put a good face on it an' tried to keep it from us. But choose how he
suffered you never 'eard one word of complaint, an' he wouldn't let us
say ought hard against Him above. And yet, you know, he was never what
you might call a church member, an' he wasn't one 'at went regular to
either church or chapel. You see, it's a matter o' two mile to t'
chapel at Windyridge, an' t' nearest church 'll be gettin' on for four
mile away.
"An' he wasn't one 'at spoke a deal about religion, neither, nobbut he
wouldn't hear anybody speak a word agen it. There isn't a labourer or
a farmer or t' doctor himself 'at 'ud use a bad word i' front o'
Greenwood, an' he never did himself. He used to sit i' that
high-backed chair where you're sittin' now, every night of his life,
wi' that big Bible on his knee, an' read in it, but he never read it
out loud, an' what Scripture we got we'd to read for ourselves. Nobbut
he'd quote it now an' then, like, when there were any 'casion.
"I've thought often sin' he came home that day an' told us what were
goin' to happen, an' especially sin' he were laid up, 'at it 'ud maybe
have been better if he'd read it up for us all to hear, an' talked
about it a bit, but it wasn't his way, wasn't that. He was same as he
couldn't, but I wonder sometimes if it 'ud have saved us this trouble."
"But could anything really have saved it?" I inquired. "He told me it
was something internal which could not be accounted for."
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