Winefred: A Story of the Chalk CliffsBaring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Winefred: A Story of the Chalk Cliffs
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction
'He may be my father, but he cannot be my _dear_ father. I have never
seen him to love him, and he does not care for me, as he never writes
or asks anything about me. If he has been in England he has never come
to see either of us. He has never sent me a kiss.'
Suddenly Holwood stooped, caught the girl's head between his hands, and
pressed his lips to her brow.
'Suppose, my child, that he has sent you this from the far-away world
in which he lives. Why should you not pray for your father? He may need
your prayers in Tierra del Fuego.'
'What is the good of my saying God bless him when God cannot do it?'
'Why not?'
'He is a bad man; he has left mother and me.'
'Perhaps it was unavoidable. Tierra del Fuego is a long way off.'
'No, it is not that. If he had not cut mother to the heart that she has
never recovered, she would have taught me to use his name. But he went
away wilfully to be rid of her and me.'
'You think so?'
'I know it.'
'And you have not thought much about him, I suppose?'
'I do not know what he is like. I know nothing about him because mother
will not speak about him. But I know he is a heartless, wicked man to
desert mother and me.'
Holwood said nothing to this. His head had fallen. He took off his
nodding hat and set it on the stone. He folded his arms and looked
pensively, broodingly at the pebbles.
[Illustration: SUDDENLY HOLWOOD STOOPED AND PRESSED HIS LIPS TO HER
BROW.]
What would he not now have given had the past been different? Had it
been possible now to go back and reconsider his conduct? How happy he
could have been in a humble dwelling by the seaside with his simple,
beautiful, loving wife, and this glorious child to take to his arms as
his own flesh and blood, and for whom to scheme and build castles in
the air.
But over eighteen years ago he had taken a wrong direction, and to
retrace his steps was now impossible.
'Please, sir, you have dropped your key.'
'Bless my soul,' exclaimed he, rousing himself, 'it will become choked
with sand.'
'There is no sand here, only small gravel.'
He proceeded to stoop. But this was a slow and painful process,
attended with strainings and creakings. Winefred forestalled him. She
had picked up the key and presented it to him, lying across her rosy
palm, before his person had described a right angle.
'Winnie,' said Holwood in a low tone, 'will you do me a pleasure? I
am a man of principle――in the abstract. I subscribe to schools for
the education of children in the elements of morality. It is to me a
shocking thought that a young person of your age, and sex, should not
invoke the blessing of heaven upon the author of your being. Would you
like to possess a watch――a Geneva watch?'
He drew from his fob a delicate timepiece of gold, with a gold face.
'This,' said he, 'is a watch that I no longer have occasion for, as I
possess a gentleman's repeater that belonged to my father, and which I
value accordingly. Would you like to have this bauble? It is a lady's
watch.'
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