She stood quite a while staring down at the other girl's bright hair. Then with an air of definite purpose she drew up a chair for herself. "I don't get you," she mused. "You're a queer kid. ". . . From the country?" "I suppose so," Cecille admitted. "I didn't use to think so. I used to think we were quite--" "That'll do," cut in Felicity. "I get it from that much description. ". . . Raised strict?" "I guess so--pretty strict." "Rigid church people?" "Yes." A little time of silence. "Gee, that's tough!" And Felicity's gravity at last had caught at the other girl's attention. Slowly she looked up. "Why?" she asked dully. Felicity sat and studied her--pondered her. Felicity's face was harder than Cecille had ever seen it before, and infinitely more tender. "I hate to leave you," she said. "I wouldn't mind so much if I could _get_ you. If I could once get it through my nut what you're waiting for--what you expect there's going to be in it for you--it wouldn't be so hard. But I can't." "I don't know what you mean." She had caught Cecille's interest now. "Neither do I," she admitted. "Not exactly. That's why I'm talking. That's what I'm trying to get at." Her voice became half-absent-minded, ruminative, as though she were thinking aloud. "They caught me young, too," she murmured. "Oh, that was a long time ago. Not measured in years, measured in time. There's a difference. "A mission-school got hold of me. Good women, not brainless velvet pets from the younger set, looking for a new sensation. Good women, sincere women that wanted to help. Well, I was sincere, too. I wanted to be helped. I told 'em so; but I also told 'em I doubted if they could do much. "I'd begun to get wise to one thing that early. I was seventeen, but I'd begun to see that all you got in this world was what you helped yourself to. But I was willing to try; I'd try anything once. If learning things out of a book would do it; if studying how to shoot the right language in the right spot and how to live sweet and pretty, inside and out, was going to get me what I wanted, well and good. Also, soft! There couldn't be any easier way, several well-known draymas to the contrary. So I gave 'em a chance. "'Show me,' I said. And I stuck it out two years." She stared at the ceiling, her eyes sardonic with reminiscence. "Two years. Get that. Not two days, nor two weeks, nor two months. Two _years_. And did I see myself at the end of that time any nearer what I was after? I hadn't slacked, mind you. I'd worked! Everything they'd ever spilled I'd sopped up like a sponge. And did it finally bring me a chance? Sure it did, believe you me. A whiskey drummer with false teeth!" Here she laughed, a slurring note or two. "That cured me, I guess. I did stay a little longer, but I knew! I knew I was through. I stayed another week, and then I went to the mat.