"Well, I guess I'll be going." She picked up her bag. They did not kiss
each other.
"Well--so-long."
"I--I wish you--" Cecille checked herself. She had been about to say I
wish you happiness. She meant that, yet clumsily she changed it.
"I wish you luck."
At that Felicity paused.
"Does this hat look all right?"
Cecille nodded. And then she was gone.
* * * * * *
So Felicity passes. No dark river. No swift oblivion. No agony of
remorse. Those who may feel that her history is incomplete, that they
have been robbed of their full meed of vindictive satisfaction, I must
refer back to an earlier paragraph. And to those who may say, Here is a
dangerous departure from the formula for such tales, there is only one
honest retort. Felicity isn't a figment of fancy. Felicity's from the
life.
* * * * * *
Cecille sat quiet after Felicity had gone, until darkness crept into the
room. She rose then, mechanically, and prepared and ate some supper.
Later Perry Blair came and she found that pressing as her own problem
seemed she could still think first of him. She would not tell him now of
Felicity's dereliction. He needed a single mind to face his coming
struggle. He would learn of it soon enough.
Later still they went out and walked, till he had only time enough left
in which to catch his train. Both of them were silent. Neither felt any
inclination to talk. But Cecille's brain had been as uncannily busy as
that of one who lies awake throughout a white and sleepless night. And
she had believed this bodiless activity to be the process of sound
reasoning; she had found some security in the conclusions she had formed.
But when they turned back toward the apartment the whole brilliant
structure proved treacherous. It toppled. She was back where she had
started, cornered, driven now for time. She couldn't stand it. He would
go--and he'd never come back. Never! What was there in it for her?
What was she waiting for?
Play the game? Fight? She knew she wasn't clever like Felicity, but she
conceived what she thought was a desperate expedient, nor realized that
it was pitifully transparent. There was no elevator in their building.
Perry had a habit of striking matches to light the darker portions of the
stairs, though that was silly. She'd told him; she knew every step of
the way. But to-night when he struck the first one, she raced ahead.
When it flickered and suddenly went out, she crumpled. At her cry, which
brought him swiftly, he found her a little heap upon the stair. Her
ankle was doubled beneath her.
"I've twisted it," she said.
She wasn't clever, like Felicity, and yet how simple it was!
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