Bildungsromans; France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- France -- Fiction
What helped me to remain patient throughout the long day that followed
was another plan that I had made. From the moment in which everything
was forgotten, in which I was reconciled to Gilberte, I no longer wished
to visit her save as a lover. Every day she should receive from me the
finest flowers that grew. And if Mme. Swann, albeit she had no right to
be too severe a mother, should forbid my making a daily offering of
flowers, I should find other gifts, more precious and less frequent. My
parents did not give me enough money for me to be able to buy expensive
things. I thought of a big bowl of old Chinese porcelain which had been
left to me by aunt Léonie, and of which Mamma prophesied daily that
Françoise would come running to her with an "Oh, it's all come to
pieces!" and that that would be the end of it. Would it not be wiser, in
that case, to part with it, to sell it so as to be able to give Gilberte
all the pleasure I could. I felt sure that I could easily get a thousand
francs for it. I had it tied up in paper; I had grown so used to it that
I had ceased altogether to notice it; parting with it had at least the
advantage of making me realise what it was like. I took it with me as I
started for the Swanns', and, giving the driver their address, told him
to go by the Champs-Elysées, at one end of which was the shop of a big
dealer in oriental things, who knew my father. Greatly to my surprise he
offered me there and then not one thousand but ten thousand francs for
the bowl. I took the notes with rapture. Every day, for a whole year, I
could smother Gilberte in roses and lilac. When I left the shop and got
into my cab again the driver (naturally enough, since the Swanns lived
out by the Bois) instead of taking the ordinary way began to drive me
along the Avenue des Champs-Elysées. He had just passed the end of the
Rue de Berri when, in the failing light, I thought I saw, close to the
Swanns' house but going in the other direction, going away from it,
Gilberte, who was walking slowly, though with a firm step, by the side
of a young man with whom she was conversing, but whose face I could not
distinguish. I stood up in the cab, meaning to tell the driver to stop;
then hesitated. The strolling couple were already some way away, and the
parallel lines which their leisurely progress was quietly drawing were
on the verge of disappearing in the Elysian gloom. A moment later, I had
reached Gilberte's door. I was received by Mme. Swann. "Oh! she will be
sorry!" was my greeting, "I can't think why she isn't in. She came home
just now from a lesson, complaining of the heat, and said she was going
out for a little fresh air with another girl." "I fancy I passed her in
the Avenue des Champs-Elysées." "Oh, I don't think it can have been.
Anyhow, don't mention it to her father; he doesn't approve of her going
out at this time of night. Must you go? Good-bye." I left her, told my
driver to go home the same way, but found no trace of the two walking
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