Bildungsromans; France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- France -- Fiction
That was what I wished her to know, so that she should regard me as
someone of importance. But when I had uttered the words "Marquise" and
"carriage and pair", suddenly I had a great sense of calm. I felt that
the fisher-girl would remember me, and I felt vanishing, with my fear of
not being able to meet her again, part also of my desire to meet her. It
seemed to me that I had succeeded in touching her person with invisible
lips, and that I had pleased her. And this assault and capture of her
mind, this immaterial possession had taken from her part of her mystery,
just as physical possession does.
We came down towards Hudimesnil; suddenly I was overwhelmed with that
profound happiness which I had not often felt since Combray; happiness
analogous to that which had been given me by--among other things--the
steeples of Martinville. But this time it remained incomplete. I had
just seen, standing a little way back from the steep ridge over which we
were passing, three trees, probably marking the entrance to a shady
avenue, which made a pattern at which I was looking now not for the
first time; I could not succeed in reconstructing the place from which
they had been, as it were, detached, but I felt that it had been
familiar to me once; so that my mind having wavered between some distant
year and the present moment, Balbec and its surroundings began to
dissolve and I asked myself whether the whole of this drive were not a
make-believe, Balbec a place to which I had never gone save in
imagination, Mme. de Villeparisis a character in a story and the three
old trees the reality which one recaptures on raising one's eyes from
the book which one has been reading and which describes an environment
into which one has come to believe that one has been bodily transported.
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