Bildungsromans; France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- France -- Fiction
It was time to be thinking of home. Mme. de Villeparisis, who had a
certain feeling for nature, colder than that of my grandmother but
capable of recognising, even outside museums and noblemen's houses, the
simple and majestic beauty of certain old and venerable things, told her
coachman to take us back by the old Balbec road, a road little used but
planted with old elm-trees which we thought quite admirable.
Once we had got to know this road, for a change we would return--that
is, if we had not taken it on the outward journey--by another which ran
through the woods of Chantereine and Canteloup. The invisibility of the
numberless birds that took up one another's song close beside us in the
trees gave me the same sense of being at rest that one has when one
shuts one's eyes. Chained to my back-seat like Prometheus on his rock I
listened to my Oceanides. And when it so happened that I caught a
glimpse of one of those birds as it passed from one leaf to another,
there was so little apparent connexion between it and the songs that I
heard that I could not believe that I was beholding their cause in that
little body, fluttering, startled and unseeing.
This road was like many others of the same kind which are to be found in
France, climbing on a fairly steep gradient to its summit and then
gradually falling for the rest of the way. At the time, I found no great
attraction in it, I was only glad to be going home. But it became for me
later on a frequent source of joy by remaining in my memory as a
lodestone to which all the similar roads that I was to take, on walks or
drives or journeys, would at once attach themselves without breach of
continuity and would be able, thanks to it, to communicate directly with
my heart. For as soon as the carriage or the motor-car turned into one
of these roads that seemed to be merely the continuation of the road
along which I had driven with Mme. de Villeparisis, the matter to which
I found my consciousness directly applying itself, as to the most recent
event in my past, would be (all the intervening years being quietly
obliterated) the impressions that I had had on those bright summer
afternoons and evenings, driving round Balbec, when the leaves smelt
good, a mist rose from the ground, and beyond the village close at hand
one could see through the trees the sun setting as though it had been
merely some place farther along the road, a forest place and distant,
which we should not have time to reach that evening. Harmonised with
what I was feeling now in another place, on a similar road, surrounded
by all the accessory sensations of breathing deep draughts of air, of
curiosity, indolence, appetite, lightness of heart which were common to
them both, and excluding all others, these impressions would be
reinforced, would take on the consistency of a particular type of
pleasure, and almost of a setting of life which, as it happened, I
rarely had the luck to come across, but in which these awakened memories
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