Bildungsromans; France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- France -- Fiction
"You know what a creature of habit I am. For the first few days after I
have been parted from the people I love best, I am wretched. But though
I go on loving them just as much, I grow used to their absence; life
becomes calm, bearable, pleasant; I could stand being parted from them
for months, for years . . ."
I was obliged to stop, and looked straight out of the window. My
grandmother went out of the room for something. But next day I began to
talk to her about philosophy, and, speaking in a tone of complete
indifference, but at the same time taking care that my grandmother
should pay attention to what I was saying, I remarked what a curious
thing it was that, according to the latest scientific discoveries, the
materialist position appeared to be crumbling, and the most likely thing
to be, once again, the survival of the soul and reunion in a life
everlasting.
Mme. de Villeparisis gave us warning that presently she would not be
able to see so much of us. A young nephew who was preparing for Saumur,
and was meanwhile stationed in the neighbourhood, at Doncières, was
coming to spend a few weeks' furlough with her, and she would be
devoting most of her time to him. In the course of our drives together
she had boasted to us of his extreme cleverness, and above all of his
goodness of heart; already I was imagining that he would have an
instinctive feeling for me, that I was to be his best friend; and when,
before his arrival, his aunt gave my grandmother to understand that he
had unfortunately fallen into the clutches of an appalling woman with
whom he was quite infatuated and who would never let him go, since I
believed that that sort of love was doomed to end in mental aberration,
crime and suicide, thinking how short the time was that was set apart
for our friendship, already so great in my heart, although I had not yet
set eyes on him, I wept for that friendship and for the misfortunes that
were in store for it, as we weep for a person whom we love when some one
has just told us that he is seriously ill and that his days are
numbered.
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