Bildungsromans; France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- France -- Fiction
From the first Saint-Loup made a conquest of my grandmother, not only by
the incessant acts of kindness which he went out of his way to shew to
us both, but by the naturalness which he put into them as into
everything. For naturalness--doubtless because through the artifice of
man it allows a feeling of nature to permeate--was the quality which my
grandmother preferred to all others, whether in gardens, where she did
not like there to be, as there had been in our Combray garden, too
formal borders, or at table, where she detested those dressed-up dishes
in which you could hardly detect the foodstuff's that had gone to make
them, or in piano-playing, which she did not like to be too finicking,
too laboured, having indeed had a special weakness for the discords, the
wrong notes of Rubinstein. This naturalness she found and enjoyed even
in the clothes that Saint-Loup wore, of a pliant elegance, with nothing
swagger, nothing formal about them, no stiffness or starch. She
appreciated this rich young man still more highly for the free and
careless way that he had of living in luxury without "smelling of
money", without giving himself airs; she even discovered the charm of
this naturalness in the incapacity which Saint-Loup had kept, though as
a rule it is outgrown with childhood, at the same time as certain
physiological peculiarities of that period, for preventing his face from
at once reflecting every emotion. Something, for instance, that he
wanted to have but had not expected, were it no more than a compliment,
reacted in him in a burst of pleasure so quick, so burning, so volatile,
so expansive that it was impossible for him to contain and to conceal
it; a grin of delight seized irresistible hold of his face; the too
delicate skin of his cheeks allowed a vivid glow to shine through them,
his eyes sparkled with confusion and joy; and my grandmother was
infinitely touched by this charming show of innocence and frankness,
which, incidentally, in Saint-Loup--at any rate at the period of our
first friendship--was not misleading. But I have known another person,
and there are many such, in whom the physiological sincerity of that
fleeting blush in no way excluded moral duplicity; as often as not it
proves nothing more than the vivacity with which pleasure is felt--so
that it disarms them and they are forced publicly to confess it--by
natures capable of the vilest treachery. But where my grandmother did
really adore Saint-Loup's naturalness was in his way of admitting,
without any evasion, his affection for me, to give expression to which
he found words than which she herself, she told me, could not have
thought of any more appropriate, more truly loving, words to which
"Sévigné and Beausergent" might have set their signatures. He was not
afraid to make fun of my weaknesses--which he had discerned with an
acuteness that made her smile--but as she herself would have done,
lovingly, at the same time extolling my good qualities with a warmth, an
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account