England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“I think it is always best that a young lady should have her own
attendant, and not depend on anyone to see her home,” said the old
Captain. And he rang the bell at the Deanery door, and took off his hat,
with a smile which almost made Lottie forget Lady Caroline. She went
into the drawing-room accordingly much less timidly than she had ever
done before, and no longer felt any fear of Mr. Jeremie, who admitted
her, though he was a much more imposing person than Captain Temple. This
shade of another life which had come over her seemed to protect Lottie,
and strengthen her mind. The drawing-room was vaguely lighted with
clusters of candles here and there, and at first she saw nobody, nor was
there any indication held out to her that the mistress of the house was
in the room, except the solemn tone of Jeremie’s voice announcing her.
Lottie thought Lady Caroline had not come in from the dining-room, and
strayed about looking at the books and ornaments on the tables. She even
began to hum an air quietly to herself, by way of keeping up her own
courage, and it was not till she had almost taken her seat unawares on
Lady Caroline’s dress, extended on the sofa, that she became aware that
she was not alone. “Oh, I beg your pardon,” she cried out in a sudden
panic. “I thought there was no one in the room.” Lady Caroline made no
remark at all, except to say “How do you do, Miss Despard?” That was
what she had made up her mind to say, feeling it to be quite enough for
the occasion--and Lady Caroline did not easily change her mind when it
was once made up. She thought it very impertinent of the girl to come in
and look at the photographs on the tables, and even to take the liberty
of singing, but there was no calculating what these sort of people might
do. She had nearly sat down on Lady Caroline’s feet! “This is what I put
up with for Rollo,” the poor lady said to herself; and it seemed to her
that a great deal of gratitude from Rollo was certainly her due. She did
not move, nor did she ask Miss Despard to sit down; but Lottie, half in
fright, dropped into a chair very near the strange piece of still life
on the sofa. The girl had been very much frightened to see her, and for
a moment was speechless with the horror of it. Nearly to sit down upon
Lady Caroline! and a moment of silence ensued. Lady Caroline did not
feel in the least inclined to begin a conversation. She had permitted
the young woman to be invited, and she had said “How do you do, Miss
Despard?” and she did not know what more could be expected from her. So
they sat close together in the large, half-visible, dimly-illuminated
room, with the large window open to the night, and said nothing to each
other. Lottie, who was the visitor, was embarrassed, but Lady Caroline
was not embarrassed. She felt no more need to speak than did the table
with the photographs upon it which Lottie had stopped to look at. As for
Lottie, she bore it as long as she could, the stillness of the room,
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