England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Law was very sore, angry, and disappointed. He had gone to his usual
resort in the evening, and had seen his father there before him, and had
been obliged to retire discomfited, with a jibe from Emma to intensify
his trouble. “The Captain’s twice the man you are!” the little
dressmaker had said; “he ain’t afraid of nobody.” Poor Law had gone away
after this, and strolled despondently along the river-side. He did not
know what to do with himself. Lottie was at the Deanery; he was shut out
of his usual refuge, and he had nowhere to go. Though he had no money,
he jumped into a boat and rowed himself dismally about the river,
dropping down below the bridge to where he could see the lighted windows
of the workroom. There he lingered about, nobody seeing or taking any
notice of him. When he approached the bank, he could even hear the sound
of their voices, the laughter with which they received the Captain’s
witticisms. A little wit went a long way in that complaisant circle. He
could make out Captain Despard’s shadow against the window, never still
for a moment, moving up and down, amusing the girls with songs, jokes,
pieces of buffoonery. Law despised these devices; but, oh! how he envied
the skill of the actor. He hung about the river in his boat till it got
quite dark, almost run into sometimes by other boats, indifferent to
everything but this lighted interior, which he could see, though nobody
in it could see him. And when he was tired of this forlorn amusement he
came home, finding the house very empty and desolate. He tried to work,
but how was it possible to work under the sting of such a recollection?
The only thing he could do was to wait for Lottie, to pour forth his
complaint to her, to hope that she might perhaps find some remedy for
this intolerable wrong. It did not occur to him that to betray his
father was also to betray himself, and that Lottie might feel as little
sympathy for him as he did for Captain Despard. This fact flashed upon
him now when it was too late.
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