England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“Oh, Polly, a headache! that’s not like you--yes, there’s Mrs.
Arrowsmith’s dress that was promised.”
“I don’t care--and she’s not a regular customer. And it’s only a bit of
an alpaca with no trimmings--you can finish it yourselves. Captain, if
you’re coming my way, you can come--if you like; unless,” said Polly,
with feverish bravado, “you’ve got something to say to the girls more
than you seem to have to me--I’m going home.”
The Captain woke up from his abstraction, and looked round him,
elevating his eyebrows. “Bless my heart, what is the matter?” he said.
And then he made a grimace, which tempted the girls to laugh
notwithstanding Polly’s tragic seriousness. “I had hoped to have
contributed a little to the entertainment of the evening, my dear young
ladies. I had hoped to have helped you to ‘pass the time,’ as you say.
But when a lady bids me go----”
“Oh, you needn’t unless you like,” cried Polly; “don’t mind me! I don’t
want nobody to go home with me. I can take care of myself--only leave me
alone if you please. I won’t be made fun of, or taken off. Let me out
into the fresh air, or I think I shall faint.” The Captain took an
unfair advantage of the excited creature. He turned round upon them all
when Polly rushed out to get her jacket and hat, which hung in the hall,
and “took her off” on the spot, making himself so like her, that it was
all they could do to keep from betraying him by their laughter. When
she had put on her “things,” she put her head into the room she had just
left. “Good-night, I’m going,” she said, with a look of impassioned
anxiety and trouble. She was too much absorbed in her own feelings to
see through the mist in which their faces shone to her, the laughter
that was in them. She only saw the Captain standing up in the midst of
them. Was he coming after her? or was he going to fall off from her at
this crisis of his affairs? Perhaps it was foolish of her to rush off
like this, and leave him with all these girls about him. But Polly had
never been used to restrain her feelings, and she could not help it she
vowed to herself. Everything in the future seemed to depend upon whether
he came after her or not. Oh, why could not she have had a little more
patience! oh, why should not he come with her, say something to her
after all that had passed! As great a conflict was in her mind as if she
had been a heroine of romance. The Captain and she had been “keeping
company” for a long time. He had “kept off” others that would not have
shilly-shallyed as he had done. A man’s “intentions” are rarely inquired
into in Polly’s sphere. But if he cared for her the least bit, if he had
any honour in him, she felt that he would follow her now. Polly knew
that she might have been Mrs. Despard long ago if she had consented to
be married privately as the Captain wished. But she was for none of
those clandestine proceedings. She would be married in her parish
church, with white favours and a couple of flys, and something that
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account