England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
But there was “fun” for Emma and her sisters of the workroom, Law
reminded himself with a compunction. “I’ll tell you what, Lottie,” he
said hastily; “you must just do as other girls do. You must get some one
to walk with you, and talk, and all that, you know. There’s nothing else
to be done; and you might have plenty. There’s that singing fellow, that
young Purcell; they say he’s in love with you. Well, he’s better than
nobody; and you could give him the sack as soon as you saw somebody you
liked better. I thought at one time that Ridsdale----”
“I think, Law,” said Lottie, “you had better go out for your walk.”
He laughed. He was half-pleased to have roused and vexed her, yet
half-sorry too. Poor Lottie! Now that she was abandoned by her grand
admirer and all her fine friends, it must be dull for her, staying in
the house by herself; but then what could he do, or anyone? It was
nature. Nature, perhaps, might be to blame for not providing “fun” for
girls, but it was not for Law to set nature right. When he had got his
hat, however, and brushed his hair before going out, he came back and
looked at Lottie with a compunction. He could not give up meeting Emma
in order to take his sister for a walk, though, indeed, this idea
actually did glance across his mind as a rueful possibility. No, he
could not go; he had promised Emma to meet her in the woods, and he must
keep his word. But he was very sorry for Lottie. What a pity she had
not some one of her own--Purcell, if nobody better! and then, when the
right one came, she might throw him off. But Law did not dare to repeat
his advice to this effect. He went and looked at her remorsefully.
Lottie had seated herself upstairs in the little drawing-room; she was
leaning her elbow on the ledge of the little deep window, and her head
upon her hand. The attitude was pensive; and Law could not help thinking
that to be a girl, and sit there all alone looking out of a window
instead of roaming about as he did, would be something very terrible.
The contrast chilled him and made him momentarily ashamed of himself.
But then he reflected that there were a great many people passing up and
down, and that he had often heard people say it was amusing to sit at a
window. Very likely Lottie thought so; probably, on the whole, she liked
that better than going out. This must be the case, he persuaded himself,
or else she would have been sure to manage to get some companion;
therefore he said nothing to her, but went downstairs very quietly and
let himself out softly, not making any noise with the door. Law had a
very pleasant walk with Emma under the trees, and enjoyed himself, but
occasionally there would pass a shadow over him as he thought of Lottie
sitting at the window in the little still house all alone.
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