England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
But indeed, for that evening at least, Lottie was not much to be
pitied. She had her dreams to fall back upon. She had what is absolutely
necessary to happiness--not only something to look back to, but
something to look forward to. That is the true secret of
bliss--something that is coming. With that to support us can we not bear
anything? After a while, no doubt, Lottie felt, as she had often felt
before, that it was dull. There was not a sound in the little house;
everybody was out except herself; and it was Sunday, and she could not
get her needlework to occupy her hands and help on her thoughts. As the
brightness waned slowly away, and the softness of the evening lights and
then the dimness of the approaching dark stole on, Lottie had a great
longing to get out of doors; but she could not go and leave the house,
for even the maid was out, having her Sunday walk with her young man. It
was astonishing how many girls had gone wandering past the window, each
with her young man. Not much wonder, perhaps, that Law had suggested
this sole way of a little “fun” for a girl. Poor Law! he did not know
any better; he did not mean any harm. She laughed now at the suggestion
which had made her angry at the time, for to-night Lottie could afford
to laugh. But when she heard the maid-servant come in, Lottie, wearied
with her long vigil, and longing for a breath of cool air after the
confinement of the house, agreed with herself that there would be no
harm in taking one little turn upon the slopes. The townspeople had
mostly gone. Now and then a couple of the old Chevaliers would come
strolling homeward, having taken a longer walk in the calm of the Sunday
evening than their usual turn on the Slopes. Captain Temple and his wife
had gone by arm-in-arm. Perhaps they had been down to the evening
service in the town, perhaps only out for a walk, like everybody else.
Gradually the strangers were disappearing; the people that belonged to
the Precincts were now almost the only people about, and there was no
harm in taking a little walk alone; but it was not a thing Lottie cared
much to do. With a legitimate errand she would go anywhere; but for a
walk! The girl was shy, and full of all those natural conventional
reluctances which cannot be got out of women; but she could not stay in
any longer. She went out with a little blue shawl folded like a
scarf--as was the fashion of the time--over her shoulders, and flitted
quickly along the Dean’s Walk to the slopes. All was sweet in the soft
darkness and in the evening dews, the grass moist, the trees or the sky
sometimes distilling a palpable dewdrop, the air coming softly over all
those miles of country to touch with the tenderest salutation Lottie’s
cheek. She looked out upon the little town nestling at the foot of the
hill with all its twinkling lights, and upon the stars that shone over
the long glimmer of the river, which showed here and there, through all
the valley, pale openings of light in the dark country.
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