England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Mr. Ashford could not smile at the kind old Chevalier and his monomania.
He went home very seriously to his dark little house, where no one had
lighted his lamp. He was not so well served as the Signor. There was a
faint light on the stairs, but none in his dark wainscoted library,
where the three small deep windows were more than ever like three
luminous yet dim pictures hanging upon a gloomy wall. When he had
lighted his reading-lamp the pictures were put out, and the glimmering
dim interior, with its dark reflections and the touches of gilding and
faded brown of his books, came into prominence. He half smiled to think
of himself as one of Lottie Despard’s knights; but outside of this calm
and still place what a glimpse had been afforded him of the tumults and
miseries of the common world, within yet outside all the calm precincts
of ordered and regular life! The girl with whom he had been talking
stood _aux prises_ with all these forces, while he, so much more able
for that battle, was calm and sheltered. To see her struggling against
the impassibility of a nature less noble than her own--to think of her
all forlorn and solitary, piteous in her youth and helplessness, on the
verge of so many miseries, wrung his heart with pity, with tenderness,
with---- Was it something of envy too? All the powers of life were
surging about Lottie, contending in her and around her; forces vulgar
yet powerful, calling forth in that bit of a girl, in that slim
creature, made, the man thought, for all the sweetness and protections
of life, all its heroic qualities instead--while for such as he,
thirty-five, and a man, fate held nothing but quiet, and mastery of all
circumstances, Handel and the Abbey! What a travesty and interchange of
all that was fit and natural!--for him ought to be the struggle, for
her the peace; but Providence had not ordained it so.
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