England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
How often is this so! times without number; the weak have to struggle
while the strong look on. Women and children labour while full-grown men
rest; the sick and the feeble have all the powers of darkness to
encounter, while the athlete yawns his unoccupied force away. So this
strange paradox of a world runs on. The Minor Canon, who was of very
gentle mould, with a heart open as day to melting charities, sat and
thought of it with a giddiness and vertigo of the heart. He could not
change it. He could not take up Lottie’s trouble and give her his calm.
One cannot stand in another’s place--not you in mine, nor I in
yours--though you may be a hundred times more capable of my work than I.
This was what Ernest Ashford thought sitting among his peaceful books,
and following Lottie Despard in imagination into the little lodge which
was her battlefield. Sympathy gave him the strongest mental perception
of all that took place there. The only thing he had no clue to was the
sweet and secret flood of consolation which subdued her sense of all her
troubles--which already had drowned the dread of the future, and floated
over with brightness the difficulties of the present in Lottie’s heart.
Next morning Law arrived at the house of the Minor Canon, considerably
to his own surprise, with his big Virgil under his arm. “I don’t know
whether you meant it, or if she understood you,” he said, shy and
uncomfortable, looking down at his shoes, and presenting the top of his
head rather than his face to Mr. Ashford’s regard, “but my sister
said----”
“Yes; I meant it fully. Sit down and tell me what you have been doing,
and whereabouts you are in your work. I have a pupil coming presently
with whom probably you might read----”
“Well, you must know that I haven’t been what you might call working
very hard, you know,” said Law, still butting at his future instructor
with the top of his head. He sat down as Mr. Ashford directed him, but
he did not give up the earnest contemplation of his boots. “It isn’t so
easy to get into the way of it when you’re working alone. I left school
a long time ago--and I don’t know that it was much of a school--and
latterly I was a little bit irregular--and so, you know----”
“I see,” said the Minor Canon; “however, it is not too late to do
better. What is that big book under your arm--Virgil? Very well.
Construe a passage for me, and let me see how you get on.”
“Shall I do a bit I know, or a bit I don’t know?” said Law, raising his
head this time with a doubtful gleam, half of merriment. “Of course, I
want to put my best foot foremost--but I don’t want to take you in all
the same.”
“I must trust you entirely on that point--or give me the book, I will
choose, and chance shall decide.”
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