England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
all Lottie’s ideas of him realised themselves in the young man’s mind in
the most miraculous way. He had always been, all his friends knew,
ridiculously sympathetic all his life. Never before had it taken this
precise form; but then, never before had Rollo met with the same
combination of circumstances. He had flirted with a great many people,
and foolish girls, who were not prudent enough to remember his younger
brotherhood and impecunious position, had liked his company and been
very willing to roam along the first beginnings of the primrose path by
his side; but nothing more than the lightest exchanges of sentiment had
ever come to pass. And then he had believed of several women that they
were “making a set” at him, and desiring to “catch” him. No degree of
younger brotherhood, no amount of impecuniosity, will prevent a man from
thinking that some woman or other is trying to “catch” him; but never in
all his life had Rollo come across a creature like Lottie, simply,
solemnly, gratefully convinced that he was in love with her. Lottie had
not been in love with him when she thought she found this out. But her
certainty as to _his_ sentiments had been absolute. And now this
certainty was realising itself. It was a very different thing from the
love which points directly and, as a matter of course, to the natural
conclusion. He thought of nothing of the kind. He did not choose her out
of all the world, as Lottie thought. But it came to very much the same
thing as they sat together, talking about everything, dropping into
mutual confidences, wasting the sweet autumnal morning. Lottie knew that
all her domestic businesses were waiting for her, but did not care. And
Rollo knew that, if he were questioned as to where he had been, he would
have to invent an explanation other than the true one. But what did this
matter? They sat and talked, forgetting even music, which was the one
thing hitherto which had occupied them when together. He did not ask her
to sing to him, which was a thing which made Lottie very happy,
notwithstanding that it was his admiration of her voice only which had
made her recognise and be glad of that possession. She had sung for him
gladly, but now she was more pleased not to be asked to sing. What did
they want with music? It would be hard to describe how well they came to
know each other during that long morning’s talk. He told her about
himself, and she told him about herself, and thus they skimmed over
very dangerous ground as to the beginning of their own acquaintance.
Lottie, with a girl’s shrinking from premature avowal, hurried over that
point lest he might perhaps tell her how he had seen her, and dreamed of
her, long before he dared claim acquaintance. Poor Lottie! but for that
fond delusion she might have heard the real cause of his first eagerness
to make her acquaintance, and been disenchanted. But what would it have
mattered? By this time, things had gone too far to make it an advantage
to her now to be undeceived.
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