England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
her neighbours--the only girl in the place, and allowed by the old
people to have a right to whims and fancies. Now, in the face of this
strange, incomprehensible misfortune, she felt the difference. Her quiet
old room! where kind voices had spoken to her, where _he_ had come,
saying such words as made her heart beat; where she had sung to him, and
received those tender applauses which had been like treasure to Lottie.
She seemed to see a series of past scenes like pictures rising before
her. Not often had Rollo been there--yet two or three times; and Mrs.
O’Shaughnessy, with her mellow brogue, and Mr. Ashford, and even the
stately person of the Dean himself. She had been at home here, to
receive them, whoever came. The room had never been invaded by anything
that was unfriendly or unpleasing. Now--what was it that woman said of
changes--making it look nice? Lottie had not understood the words when
they were said, but they came back upon her now.
By-and-by she heard some one coming upstairs, and, starting, rose to
steal away to her own room, afraid to meet the stranger again; but no
light made its appearance, and Law put in his head at the door, then
seeing something moving against the window, came to her, and threw
himself down on the window-seat. “They’re going on so downstairs, that I
couldn’t stand it,” said Law; “it’s enough to make a fellow sick”--and
then, after a pause, “Well! I told you what was coming, but you wouldn’t
believe me; what do you think of it now?”
“Oh, Law, what does it mean?--Are we not dreaming? Can it be true?”
“True! of course it is true. I told you what was going to happen.” Then
his tone softened. “Poor Lottie, it’s you I’m sorry for. If you could
only see yourself beside her! And where were his eyes, that he couldn’t
see?” Here Law paused abruptly, wondering all at once whether the
difference would be as marked between his sister and the girls whom he
too liked to spend his evenings with. He was sure that Emma was not
like that woman; but still the thought subdued his indignation. “I say,”
he added hastily, “I want to give you a bit of advice. Just you give in
to her, Lottie. Fighting is no good: she has got a tongue that you
couldn’t stand, and the things she would say you wouldn’t understand. I
understand her well enough; but you wouldn’t know what she meant, and it
would make you angry and hurt you. Give in, Lottie. Since the governor’s
been so silly, she has a right. And don’t you make any stand as if you
could do it--for you can’t. It is a great deal better not to resist----”
“What do you mean by resist? How can I resist? The house is papa’s, I
suppose?” said Lottie. “The thing is, I don’t understand it. I can’t
understand it: that somebody should be coming to stay here, to be one of
us, to be mixed up in everything--whom we don’t know----”
“To be mistress,” said Law, “that’s the worst--not to be mixed up with
us, but to be over us. To take everything out of your hands----”
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