England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“Do you think I care for that? I do not mind who is mistress,” said
Lottie, all unaware of her own characteristics. Law was wiser than she
was in this respect. He shook his head.
“That’s the worst,” he said; “she’ll be mistress--she’ll change
everything. Oh, I know Polly well; though I suppose, for decency, I
mustn’t say Polly now.”
“How is it you know her so well? And how did papa know her?” said
Lottie. “I should have thought you never could have met such women. Ah!
you told me once about--others. Law! you can’t like company like that;
surely, you can’t like company like that! how did you get to know her?”
Law was very much discomfited by this sudden question. In the midst of
his sympathy and compassion for his sister, it was hard all at once to
be brought to book, when he had forgotten the possibility of such a
danger.
“Well, you know,” he said, “fellows do; I don’t know how it is--you come
across some one, and then she speaks to you, and then you’re forced to
speak back; or perhaps it’s you that speaks first--it isn’t easy to
tell. This was as simple as anything,” Law went on, relieved by the
naturalness of his own explanation. “They all work in the same house
where Langton lives, my old coach, you know, before I went to old
Ashford. I don’t know how the governor got there. Perhaps it was the
same way. Going in and out, you know, day after day, why, how could you
help it? And when a woman speaks to you, what can you do, but say
something? That’s exactly how it was.”
“But, Law,” she said, grasping his arm--all this conversation was so
much easier in the dark--“Law, you will take care? she said she was not
quite sure whether it was to be the father or the son. Ah! a woman who
could say that, Law----”
“It’s a lie,” said Law, fiercely, “and she knows it. I never thought
anything of her--never. It’s a lie, if she were to swear it! Polly! why,
she’s thirty, she’s---- I give my word of honour, it’s a lie.”
“But, Law! oh, Law dear----”
“I know what you’re going to say. I’ll take care of myself; no fear of
me getting entangled,” said Law briskly. Then he stopped, and, still
favoured by the dark, took her hands in his. “Lottie, it’s my turn now.
I know you won’t stand questioning, nor being talked to. But, look
here--don’t shilly-shally if you can care for anybody, and he’ll marry
you and give you a place of your own--You needn’t jump up as if I had
shot you. If you talk about such things to me, I may surely talk to you.
And mind what I say. I don’t expect you’ll be able to put up with your
life here----”
“I hear them stirring downstairs,” said Lottie, drawing her hands out of
his hold. “Don’t keep me, don’t hold me, Law. I cannot see her again
to-night.”
“You won’t give me any answer,” said the lad regretfully. There was real
feeling in his voice--“But, Lottie, mind what I say. I don’t believe
you’ll be able to put up with it, and if there’s anyone you care for and
he’ll marry you----”
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