England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
parade. They all looked at her curiously, and one or two stopped her to
say “good morning.” “And a fine morning it is, and you look as fresh as
a flower,” one of the old gentlemen said; and another laid his hand on
her shoulder, patting her with a tender fatherly touch. “God bless you,
my dear, the sight of you is a pleasure,” said this old man. How little
she had thought or cared for them, and how kind they were in her
trouble! She could see that everybody knew. Lottie did not know whether
she did not half resent the universal knowledge. Most likely they had
known it before she did. The whole town knew it, and everybody within
the Precincts. Captain Despard had got married! Such a thing had not
occurred before in the memory of man. Many people believed, indeed, that
there was a law against it, and that Captain Despard was liable to be
turned out of his appointment. Certainly it was unprecedented; for the
old Chevaliers before they came to St. Michael’s had generally passed
the age at which men marry. The whole scene seemed to have taken a
different aspect to Lottie. Since her home had become impossible to
her, it had become dear. For the first time she felt how good it was to
look across upon the noble old buttresses of the Abbey, to inhabit that
“retired leisure,” that venerable quietness. If only that woman were not
there! But that woman was there, and everything was changed. Lottie had
been rudely awakened, dragged, as it were, out of her dreams. She could
not think as she usually did of the meetings that were sure to come
somehow in the Abbey, or on the Slopes--or count how long it would be
till the afternoon or evening, when she should see him. This, though it
was her life, had been pushed out of the way. She thought of all last
night’s remarks about the cold beef and the poor fare, and the changes
that were going to be made. Would she think bacon good enough for
breakfast?--would she be satisfied with the rolls, which Lottie herself
felt to be a holiday indulgence? Pride, and nothing but pride, had
thrown the girl into such excesses. She could not endure those
criticisms again. Her brain was hot and hazy, without having any power
of thought. The confusion of last night was still in her. Would it all
turn out a dream? or would the door open by-and-by and show this
unaccustomed figure? Lottie did not feel that she could be sure of
anything. The first to come down was Law, who had been forced from his
bed for once by sympathy. Law was very kind to Lottie. “I thought I
wouldn’t leave you to face her by yourself,” he said; “they’re coming
down directly.” Then Lottie knew that it was no dream.
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