England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Lottie freed herself from him violently, and fled. Even in the dark
there were things that Law could not be permitted to say, or she to
hear.
CHAPTER XXIX.
THE HEAVINGS OF THE EARTHQUAKE.
The next morning dawned very strangely on all the members of the little
household. Lottie was down early, as she generally was; but the
advantages of early rising were neutralised by the condition of the
little maid, Mary, who was too much excited to do her work, and kept
continually coming back to pour her doubts and her difficulties into
Lottie’s ear. “I can’t get no rest till I’ve told mother,” Mary said.
“If there’s anything wrong, mother won’t let me stay, not a day. And
even if there’s nothing wrong, I don’t know as I’ll stay. I haven’t got
no fault to find with you, Miss; nor the Captain, nor even Mr. Law:
though he’s a dreadful bother with his boots cleaning; but to say as
you’re beginning as you mean to end, and then to give all that trouble!
every blessed thing, I had to drag it upstairs. Mr. Law was very kind;
he took up the big box--I couldn’t ha’ done it; but up and down, up and
down, all the little boxes and the bags, and the brown paper
parcels--‘It saves trouble if you begins as you means to end,’ she
says----”
“I don’t want to hear what Mrs. Despard says,” said Lottie. Mrs.
Despard: it was her mother’s name. And though that mother had not been
an ideal mother, or one of those who are worshipped in their children’s
memories, it is wonderful, what a gush of tender recollections came into
Lottie’s mind with the name. Poor mamma! she had been very kind in her
way, always ready to indulge and to pardon, if indifferent to what
happened in more important matters. She had never exacted anything,
never worried her children about idleness or untidiness, or any of those
minor sins which generally make a small girl’s life a burden to her.
Lottie’s mind went back to her, lying on her sofa, languid, perhaps
lazy--badly dressed; yet never anything but a lady, with a kind of
graciousness in her faded smile, and grace in her faded gown. Not a
woman to be held in adoration, and yet--the girl sighed, but set to work
to make the little brown dining-room neat, to get the table set, making
up for Mary’s distracted service by her own extra activity. For amid all
the horrors of last night there was one which had cut Lottie very
deeply, and that was the many references to the cold beef, and the
bride’s dislike of “cold victuals.” It is inconceivable, among all the
more important matters involved, how deeply wounded Lottie’s pride had
been by this reproach. She resolved that no one should be able to speak
so to-day; and she herself put on her hat and went out to the shop on
the Abbey Hill almost as soon as it had opened, that this intolerable
reproach should not be in the interloper’s power. She met more than one
of the old Chevaliers as she came up, for most of them kept early hours
and paced the terrace pavement in the morning as if it had been morning
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