England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“Master,” said Purcell, pausing at the door before they entered. It was
one of the Italian traditions which had lingered in the Signor’s
habitual bearing, to stand still now and then as he was walking, by way
of giving emphasis to a sentence. They paused now, looking at each other
before they went in, and the colour came to the young fellow’s face.
“Master,” he said, “it may look self-sufficient--but how can it end
otherwise? There is no one else who will offer her what I can offer
her; and it would be like saying she had no sense, which is very far
from the case, to think she would stand out for ever. She is a lady, she
is above me in birth; but, thanks to you, I know how to behave like a
gentleman; and surely, sooner or later, this is how it must end.”
“Amen, with all my heart,” said the Signor, turning in at the door,
which old Pick held open behind, waiting, as one who knew his master’s
way.
It was Mr. Ashford who had intoned the service that afternoon, and his
attention had been so caught by Polly’s entrance that he had made a kind
of stumble in the beginning--a pause which was perceptible. After that,
during the singing of the anthem and at other moments when his attention
was free, he had looked down upon that gorgeous apparition from his high
desk with a look of compassion on his face. The compassion, it is
needless to say, was not for Polly, who wanted none of it. He watched
her behind his book, or behind the hand which supported his head, with
the most curious alarmed attention. And when he passed her with her
husband going out, Mr. Ashford looked at her in a way which Polly
thought to be flattering. “That’s one as takes an interest in us,” she
said. “It’s Ashford, the Minor Canon. It must be you he takes an
interest in,” whispered the Captain, and Polly laughed and tossed her
head. Mr. Ashford went home with the same strange look on his face,
softened, and touched, and pitiful. “Poor thing,” he said to himself,
“poor girl!” and when he got in he sat for a long time in the centre
window, in the dark, looking out, and trying to think out some way of
help. What could he do for her? Poor thing! with all her better
instincts and higher feelings, with her impulse of taking care of
everybody and keeping her father and brother right, what would become of
her now? Mr. Ashford asked himself, with many an anxious thought, what
could be done? A man could do nothing--where it was a girl that was in
the case a man was more helpless than a baby. He could do nothing to
help her; he could not even show his sympathy without probably doing
more harm than good to the sufferer. He sat in the window-seat, gazing
out on the dusk and the dim horizon, as if they could help him in his
musings. If he had only had a mother or sister--any woman to whom he
could have appealed, he thought he must have done so on behalf of this
girl. But he had neither sister nor mother. He was a man very much alone
in the world.
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