England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
He had a brother, a poor clergyman, with a large family,
and a wife, who would not understand in the least why Ernest should
interest himself in a stranger--_a girl_. If he wanted some one to spend
his money upon, why not take one of the children? he thought he heard
her say; and certainly she would not understand, much less respond to,
any appeal he could make to _her_. What could he do? If any other
suggestion swept across Mr. Ashford’s face in the dark or through his
heart, nobody was there to see or divine it. He sat thus without ringing
for his lamp till it was quite late, and was much discomposed to be
found sitting in the dark when a messenger arrived with a note from the
Deanery about the extra service for the next saint’s-day. He was annoyed
to be found so, being conscious, perhaps, of reasons for the vigil which
he would not have cared to enter upon; for he was shy and sensitive, and
it had often happened to him to be laughed at, because of his undue
anxiety about others. “What is it to you?” had been often said to him,
and never with more occasion than now. For, after all, what did it
matter to the Minor Canon what became of Lottie Despard? Whether she and
her stepmother should “get on” together, or if they should never “get
on,” but yet might manage to live under the same roof a cat-and-doggish
life--what was it to him? One way or other, it would not take sixpence
out of his pocket, or affect his comfort in any way. But yet he could
not get it out of his head. No one in the house had thought of coming to
his room to light his lamp, to see that all was in order for him. He was
not served with precision, as was the Signor, for he was fond of saving
his servants trouble and making excuses for them. And when the man came
from the Deanery and followed the maid into the study, where she went
groping, declaring that her master was not at home, the Minor Canon was
uncomfortable, finding himself thus taken by surprise. “You need not
wait for an answer. I will send one in the morning,” he said, when the
candles on the writing-table had been lit with a match, and he had read
the note. He felt that his confused and troubled thoughts might be read
in his eyes. But nobody had any clue to the subject of these thinkings;
and how could anyone suspect that it was a matter of such absolute
indifference to himself that was occupying his thoughts--a thing with
which he had nothing in the world to do?
CHAPTER XXXII.
WHAT ROLLO HAD TO MARRY ON.
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