England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“I am very glad you are not unhappy,” said the old Captain, looking at
her regretfully. He was not quite sincere. To tell the truth it gave him
a shock to find that Lottie was not unhappy; how could she put up with
such a companion, with such a fate? He went in to his wife, who had been
watching furtively at the window while this conversation was going on,
to talk it all over. Mrs. Temple was almost glad to find something below
perfection in the girl about whom secretly she thought as much as her
husband talked. “We have been thinking too much about it,” she said; “if
she can find the stepmother congenial, it will be better for her.”
“Congenial! you are talking folly. How could she be congenial?” cried
Captain Temple, with great heat, but he did not know what to make of
it. He was disappointed in Lottie. When he had met her the day before
she had been quivering with pain and shame, revolted and outraged, as it
was right and natural she should be: but now it seemed to have passed
altogether from her mind. He could not make it out. He was disappointed;
he went on talking of this wonder all day long and shaking his white
head.
As for Lottie, when she went home, she passed through the house, light
and silent as a ghost, to her own little room, where, abstracted from
everything else, she could live in the new little world of her own which
had come out of the mists into such sudden and beautiful life. It was
very unlike Lottie, but what more does the young soul want when the
_vita nuova_ has just begun, but such a possibility of self-abstraction
and freedom to pursue its dreams? Rapt in these, she gave up her
occupation, her charge, without a sigh. When she was called to table she
came quite gently, and took no notice of anything that passed there,
having enough in her own mind to keep her busy. Law was as much
astonished as Captain Temple. He had thought that Lottie would not
endure it for a day; but, thanks to that happy preoccupation, Lottie
sailed serenely through these troubled waters for more than a week,
during which she spent a considerable portion of her time on the Slopes,
though the weather grew colder and colder every day, and the rest in
her own room, in which she sat fireless, doing her accustomed
needlework, her darnings and mendings, mechanically, while Polly
remodelled the drawing-room, covering it up with crocheted
antimacassars, and all the cheap and coarse devices of vulgar
upholstery. While this was going on, she too was content to have Lottie
out of the way. Polly pervaded the house with high-pitched voice and
noisy step; and she filled it with savoury odours, giving the two men
hot suppers, instead of poor Lottie’s cold beef, which they had often
found monotonous. The Captain now came in for this meal, which in former
times he had rarely favoured; he spent the evenings chiefly at home,
having not yet dropped out of the fervour of the honeymoon; and on the
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