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susceptibility, was capable of divining. He saw indeed with
dissatisfaction, with an interest which was almost angry, that it was
not art that moved her, and that the secret of the astonishing progress
she made, was not in his instructions. What was it? The Signor was
angry, for he felt no certainty that this wonderful progress was real.
Something made her sing like an angel. What was it? not art. The natural
qualities of her voice were not to be gainsayed; but the musician felt
that the training under which she seemed to be advancing visibly, was
all fictitious, and that it was something else that inspired her. But
Rollo had no such enlightenment. He remarked with all the technicality
of an amateur how her high notes gained in clearness, and her low notes
in melody, at every new effort. It was wonderful; but then the Signor
was a wonderful teacher, a wonderful accompanyist, and what so natural
as that a creature of genius like this, should grow under his teaching
like a flower? Though it was to him she sang, and though her love for
him was her inspiration, Rollo was as unaware of this as old Pickering
in the hall, who listened and shook his head, and decided in his heart
that a woman with a voice like that was a deal too grand for Mr. John.
“She’s more like Jenny Lind than anything,” old Pick said; and in this
Mr. Ridsdale agreed, as he sat and listened, and thought over the means
which should be employed to secure her success. As for young Purcell, he
stood entranced and turned over the leaves of the music. Should he ever
dare to speak to her again, to offer her his love, as he had once
ventured to do,--she who seemed born to enthral the whole world? But
then, the young fellow thought, who was there but he who had an ’ome to
offer Lottie? He was the nobler of the two between whom she stood, the
two men who loved her: all his thought was, that she being unhappy,
poor, her father’s house made wretched to her, he had an ’ome to offer
her; whereas Rollo thought of nothing but of the success she must
achieve in which he would have his share. In order to achieve that
success Rollo had no mind to lend her even his name; but the idea that
it was a thing certain, comforted him much in the consciousness of his
own imprudent engagement, and gave a kind of sanction to his love. To
marry a woman with such a faculty for earning money could not be called
entirely imprudent. These were the calculations, generous and the
reverse, which were made about her. Only Lottie herself made no
calculations, but sang out of the fulness of her heart, and the delicate
passion that possessed her; and the Signor stood and watched,
dissatisfied, sympathetic, the only one that understood at all, though
he but poorly, the high emotion and spring-tide of life which produced
that flood of song.
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