England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
What could he do? Nothing? He knew that, and so did she. It was only to
himself that this was a consolation, he said to himself when they were
gone. He went away to his comfortable house; and she, slim and light,
turned to the other side of the Abbey, with Mrs. O’Shaughnessy, with
nowhere in the world to go to. Was that so? was it really so? But still
he, with that house of his, a better home than the one which young
Purcell was so eager to offer her, what could he do? Nothing; unless it
were one thing which had not before entered his thoughts, and now, when
it had got in, startled him so, that, middle-aged as he was, he felt his
countenance turn fiery red, and went off at a tremendous pace, as if he
had miles to go. He had only a very little way to go before he reached
his own door, and yet he had travelled more than miles between that and
the dwelling of the Signor.
As for Lottie, she went home with Mrs. O’Shaughnessy, not knowing what
she was to do after. The elm-tree--that was the only place in the world
that seemed quite clear to her. For a moment, in the sickness of her
disappointment to see Rollo abandon her, she had said to herself that
she would not go; but soon a longing to tell him her trouble came upon
her. After the Abbey bells had roused all the echoes, and the usual
congregation had come from all quarters for the evening service, she
left Mrs. O’Shaughnessy, and went slowly towards the Slopes. It was
still early, and the wintry afternoon was cold. There was an east wind
blowing, parching the landscape, and turning all its living tints into
lines of grey. Lottie was not very warmly clothed. She had her merino
gown and little cloth jacket, very plain garments, not like the furs in
which Augusta had come home; but, then, Lottie was not used to living
like Augusta, and perhaps her thinner wrap kept her as warm. She went up
the Dean’s Walk languidly, knowing that it was too early, but unable to
rest. She would have to go home after all, to steal in and hide herself
in her room, for this night at least; but, after that, what was she to
do? The O’Shaughnessys had not a room to give her. She had no relations
whom she might go to; what was to become of her? When she got to the
elm-tree there was nobody there. She had known it was too early. She sat
down and thought, but what could thinking do? What could she make of it?
She looked over the wide landscape which had so often stilled and
consoled her, but it was all dead and unresponsive, dried up by that
east wind; the earth and the sky, and even the horizon on which they
met, all drawn in pale outlines of grey. Her face was blank and pale,
like the landscape, when the lover for whom she was waiting appeared.
The wind, which was so cold, had driven everybody else away. They had it
all to themselves, this chilly wintry landscape, the shadowy trees, with
a few ragged garments of yellow or faded brown still clinging to them.
Rollo came up breathless, his feet ringing upon the winding path.
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