England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
praised her before, to the surprise of the lookers-on; the generous
enthusiasm of the artist glowed in him. If he could, he would have
helped her over the roughness of the way, just as the Minor Canon,
longing and pitiful, would have helped her if he could, over the
roughness of life. But the one man was still more powerless than the
other to smooth her path. Here it was not sex, nor circumstances, which
were in fault, but the rigid principles of art, which are less yielding
than rocks; every step, however painful, in that thorny way the neophyte
must tread for herself. The Signor knew it; but the more his beginner
stumbled, the more eager was he to cheer her on.
“I am afraid I sang very badly,” Lottie said, coming out with Mrs.
O’Shaughnessy and the Minor Canon, who went along with them he scarcely
knew why. He could do nothing for the girl, but he did not like to leave
her--to seem (to himself) to desert her. Only himself was in the least
degree aware that he was standing by Lottie in her trouble.
“Me child, you all think a deal too much about it. It was neither better
nor worse; that’s what I don’t like in all your singing. It may be fine
music, but it’s always the same thing over and over. If it was a tune
that a body could catch--but it’s little good the best tune would have
been to me this day. I didn’t hear you, Lottie, for thinking what was to
become of you. What will ye do? Will you never mind, but go back? Sure
you’ve a right to your father’s house whatever happens, and I wouldn’t
be driven away at the first word. There is nothing would please her so
well. I’d go back!”
“Oh, don’t say any more!” cried Lottie with a movement of sudden pride.
But when she caught the pitying look of the Minor Canon her heart
melted. “Mr. Ashford will not be angry because I don’t like to speak of
it,” she said, raising her eyes to him. “He knows that things are
not--not very happy--at home.”
Then Mr. Ashford awoke to the thought that he might be intruding upon
her. He took leave of the ladies hurriedly. But when she had given him
her hand, he stood holding it for a minute. “I begin to like Law very
much,” he said. To feel that this was the way in which he could give her
most pleasure was a delicate instinct, but it was not such a pleasure as
it would have been a month ago. Lottie did not speak, but a gleam of
satisfaction rose in her eyes. “If there is anything I can do,” he said
faltering, “to be of use----”
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