England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
That was the moment Lady Caroline chose to return to the drawing-room.
The door opened, the ladies swept in one by one, the first looking
suspiciously at both Mr. Ashford and Lottie, the second, who knew Mr.
Ashford, giving him a smile of recognition, and looking suspiciously
only at Lottie, the rest following some one example, some the other.
Lottie knew not one of them. She looked trembling for Lady Caroline, and
hoped she would be kind, and save her from the utter desolation of
standing alone in this smiling and magnificent company. But Lady
Caroline coming in last of all, only made her usual salutation to the
stranger. She said, “Good evening, Miss Despard,” as she swept her long
train of rustling silk over the carpet close to Lottie’s trembling feet,
but she put out her hand to Mr. Ashford. “It was so good of you to
come,” she said. Alas! Lottie was not even to have the comfort of
feeling on the same footing with the minor canon. He was carried off
from her just as he had begun to look on her with friendly eyes. The
stream flowed towards the other side of the room, where Lady Caroline
seated herself on her favourite square sofa. Lottie was left standing
all alone against the soft grey of the wall, lighted up by the candles
on the mantelpiece. When a person belonging to one class of society
ventures to put a rash foot on the sacred confines of another, what has
she to expect? It is an old story, and Lottie had gone through it
before, and ought to have had more sense, you will say, than to
encounter it again. But the silly girl felt it as much as if she had not
quite known what would happen to her. She stood still, feeling unable
to move, one wave of mortification and indignation going over her after
another. How could they be so cruel? What did they ask her for, if they
meant to leave her to stand there by herself? And Mr. Ashford, too, was
cruel. She had made up her mind to stand by him; but he had been carried
away by the first touch; he had not stood by her. Lottie could have torn
off the roses with which she had decked herself so hopefully, and
stamped her foot upon them. She almost wished she had the courage to do
it, to cry out to those careless people and let them see what unkindness
they were doing. Meantime she made a very pretty picture without knowing
it. “Look at that pretty, sulky girl against the wall,” said the young
married lady to her mother. “Lady Caroline must have set her there on
purpose to look handsome and ill-tempered. How handsome she is! I never
saw such eyelashes in my life; but as sulky as a thundercloud.”
“Go and talk to her and then she will not be sulky,” said the mother,
who, though by instinct she had looked suspiciously at Lottie, was not
unkind; nay, was a kind woman when she saw any need for it. Neither were
the others unkind--but they did not see any need for it. It was Lady
Caroline’s business, they thought, to entertain her own guests.
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